Toilet !!

k s.

2012-02-14T22:47:00.001+08:00

kill steal , also known as kio sai. I am speechless. You , stole my spot in world skills , not because you are better. But because you glorify yourself by minimizing your mistakes and magnifying others mistakes. I lost my partner. You took my spot for 6 months. Now , you say you want to quit.

And I have to replace your spot because you have to join alfred. How is this fair man ?

...... I'm the one cleaning up your mess. Is it fair for me ? Seriously.

I don't know where did your conscience came from. Should have been somewhere unknown.

Man , if this is just a normal project , Nvm. This is fyp. 16 credit units. I have to FUCKING study while worrying about exams AND my FUCKING FYP.

I have just been slammed with the cold hard truth in my face. In this world , anyone unrelated to you , wouldn't even care if youve gotten cancer or on the verge of death. This is the society. How funny. All myife , I have been raised to instill kindness and gratitude and respect. Those became my 'manners'.

I am seriously not strong enough to take such a heavy blow yet. Why is this world so ... Messed up. I seriously wonder what people are thinking whenever their eyes locked with mine.

What are they hiding exactly under that mask ? My kindness are being exploited. How would you feel if you learnt that your friend used you as a stepping stone ? And no , this isn't snowball. I do consider things over before speaking.

I don't know what to do man. I am still head over heels with that bad girl. I am troubled if I can get into ntu's applied physics. I am stressed over my exams. And now , to top everything off. My body's in a horrible condition. My guts hurt , my back hurts and most importantly , my head hurts. Now ?

My fyp. Life ...

No , the most fundamental mistake lies with adults.

This is why , I was so scared of growing up. Financial , social and personal difficulties show up in the midst of growing up. How can you expect a kid like me to understand and cope with all that all of a sudden ?

This is going to be one of the darkest moments in my life. Sigh. Can't believe I have to smile and to divert my attention everyday to get by everyday.

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Lucid dream.

2012-02-13T13:52:00.003+08:00

Do you know what has happened to me earlier on ? LOL.

I had an imba dream. GG. Could this actually be a prelude to something that's going to happen ? Well anyway , I slept pretty late last night. I think about 2+ am.

Yeah , I had this dream. I was in my house. And there was this strange girl in my house. I think she was unhappy with me or something because she was glaring at me so intensely.

Uh , who would be happy to know they were being glared at so madly early in the morning. And for some reason , she started using this gun and start shooting at me.

I was so shocked ! When the bullets hit me , gosh it hurts big time ! But they weren't those real bullets , more like bullets for an air gun !

For some reason , there was a gun beside me as well ! (Well , its a dream so all of those stuffs happening are kinda random)

I held it and started to retaliate. I shot so fast that it drove her into a corner ! And we heard footsteps as I was about to creep to her.

I knew it almost instantly it was my dad (call it a woman's hunch LOL)

We hid the gun behind our backs and my dad walked into the room. She stood beside me and I actually said :"Hey dad. I want to introduce you to my girlfriend." My dad wasn't shocked btw , LOL. He just said :"Oh hey , nice to meet you and I think I'm intruding in you guys' privacy. I'll just get going now. " WTF ?

And as soon as my dad disappeared out of our sight , we took out our guns and started shooting again. But this time , it was turning enjoyable and I liked it.

*T-ARA - Lovey Dovey starts playing in the background.*

What a nice song as we were reconciling. It gradually got louder and louder. GG. My dream shattered and I woke up abruptly. Effffffffffffff.

Kudos to my brother. /facepalm. And I wish I can continue that dream a little , it'll most definitely turn out well with a kiss ... And maybe even marriage. Why ... This cruel society. Sigh ! Nah just kidding , I am glad enough that such a thing happened xD.

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2012-02-13T13:52:00.001+08:00

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Hmm ...

2012-01-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Complacent , arrogant and conceited. Impudent , irresponsible and making everything irrefutable , even impenetrable. Ludicrous and dense. Imbecile , *shakes head*.

I'm docile when it comes to this.

As you can see from the picture above , it's DotA of course!
But ...
Sigh.
We lost , even with the help rendered by xuanjing.
It was good though , we were owning early game.

And even though i was one up against three at top lane , i was still able to up my items so fast.
But after that , it's a gg.
My items were stuck for the rest of the game , bad timing and all that during engage.
Gah.

But not bad , almost 80% of the sentinel's kills , are my assists LOL.
That's awesome , my assist is (Y)

But what i'm really upset about.
Sigh , this world is pretty much in an upheaval.
You , who only do two things.
Magnify , minimize.
Magnify other's mistakes , minimize your own.

I hate people like that.
Alright , when it was during our internship for world skills.
You can't do a single shit in programming , i offered my help.
"See lah , you touch already now cannot work. Don't blame me."
. . . . . .

Yeah well , it is pretty obvious your program is so flawed that it won't work and all i did was to edit one line and it was working.
And that line , started the avalanche.
Third station , processing.
I accidentally hardware-reset the PLC.
It can be done so easily that all it requires , is to just connect a serial port and transfer for the first time.

For the rest of the attempts , it's able to connect usually using LAN cable.
You know what's irritating about this ?
"See la , touch already spoil liao. Don't let him touch other machines."
And soon , this was a plague.
And it spread like wildfire.
Woohoo , eventually , i've lost my position.

Now i'm unable to even compete in the competition , thanks , Noel.
You , showing no gratitude even though i roped you in.
Nvm.
You , saying you feel like quitting after you acquired a teammate.
Don't you think that's overboard ?

First year , design a car.
Yeah , i took the car home to spray.
Why ?
Because you don't have time to stay back , none of the teammates are willing to stay back.
And i , have to stay back in school AND at home to finish up the whole thing.

Not a single word of thanks.
Instead ?
"Why you spray this color ? Why you break the tip ?"
At that instance , i've already known your true colors.
You ain't gonna be a good friend.
Nor a good teammate.

Well , fine.
But what's even more aggravating ?
You apparently having no clue to what that is , "Oh , it's that lah !"
When your answer is wrong , "answer paper wrong lah !"
. . . . . .
This is egoistic or narcissistic ?
Idk , go figure.

And even if you get it right by hook or by crook , "see , i told you it's like that."
and people will be like "oh wow , you're good."
You're such a hypocrite , i can't even see you as a rival.
You are not even worthy of becoming my rival.

Heck , i'm so oblivious to you basically you're translucent to me.
Oh well , i would love to see how well would you fare in time to come.
Aren't you totally educated in English ?
Oh shucks , my English's better.
Suck it up. ;D

GRRRRRR

2012-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

OH EM EFF GEE.
I need to get all these out of my head right now.
So please bear with me.

I have just wasted TWO HOURS OF MY LIFE , WASTING THEM AWAY. LITERALLY.
My brother , agreed to host a bloody ICC-10.
(P.S , ICC is a raid in World of Warcraft , and we're playing a private server , Molten-wow.)
TWO HOURS AGO.

And so , wait.
Wait , wait.
My dad was not in the living room , he was bathing in the master bedroom.
And here goes again , my brother's favorite hobby.
FUCK.

Total silence.
GG.
ANYONE COULD KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS HE UP TO.
I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH HIM FOR 18 YEARS , OF COURSE I KNOW.
THOSE DAMNED SILENCE , he's watching ...
some

SILENT PORN
That's fucking messed up
It's just like watching a silent movie , only way to get what the actors are trying to express , is through their actions.
With the sole dependency on your sight , the only sense that's you are going to use in a silent movie.
WHAT IS THE POINT ?

He always does that , every single time he gets back from camp.
ABSTINENCE , BITCH.
SO GOD DAMNED IRRITATING.
AND NOW , SERVER CRASHED.
MY TWO HOURS OF MY LIFE WAS WASTED JUST LIKE THAT.

THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S EVEN MORE RIDICULOUS ?
GETTING A 68 FOR MY MATHEMATICS EXAMS.
It wouldn't even be THAT LOW , if not for what , you know ?
The distinction question.
May i emphasize on the DISTINCTION part ?

Alright distinction part , first thing that comes to your mind ?
2-5 marks.
Alright , acceptable.
That distinction question , took up ONE ENTIRE QUESTION ITSELF.
DOMINATING WITH 12 MARKS. DISTINCTION QUESTION , 12 MARKS.
THAT IS SO FUCKING BULL OF A CRAP RAPPING BULLSHIT.

WASTED MY TIME AGAIN.
FUCK , EVERYTHING's WASTING MY TIME.
GET LOST , SERIOUSLY.

Phew , i feel so much better.
OU KNOW HOW IT FEELS WHEN MY BROTHER IS DOING THAT THING FOR TWO HOURS AND IM WASTING AND ROTTING AND STONING FOR TWO HOURS ?
IT FEELS LIKE MY BROTHER IS

YES , THAT'S THE FUCKING FACE.

A movie.

2011-12-18T01:58:00.000+08:00

Dream High.
It's been so inspiring and emotional.
It was good while it lasted.
I was hooked onto it when i watched the first episode.

And i mean , real addicted.
From 11 pm , i watched Dream High continuously until 8 am in the morning.
And slept , when i woke up.
I was able to finish watch Dream High but i chose not to.
Gotta savor the moment eh ;d

But it's really , really a nice show !
And thanks to miss A's Suzy , i like miss A more and more.
GG man , i'm getting more and more exposed to the K culture.
SIGH.

You know , i had so many realizations after watching that show.
I was able to finish it within two days btw , eighteen full hours ;d

At times , you really won't know what is the best path and what's not.
You will have to make a decision.
And a decision is when there are more than one choice , it will be 50-50 right ?
If you are unsure , then just make sure either of the choice you decided on , make it 100%.
Then you won't be able to regret your decision later in life.

Isn't that so true ?
And i have been trying to decide which is better
For three years already lol
Path A : Very successful.
Path B : Very easygoing and peaceful.

I'm so bewitched by path B.
I decided on path A eventually. :D
Time to pull up my socks , eh ?

Well.
I had this WoW friend , his name is Max.
He's a real awesome and hilarious friend !
He's told me so many stuffs that it really changed my opinions.

"It goes both ways. In any form of relationships , it goes both ways. The moment it starts going one way , that's when it starts crumbling. You give , you receive."

Isn't that true ?
The moment it stopped , everything stops too.
Unless one is struggling hard to maintain , it's impossible.

Just one of these days.
I'm going to render them all speechless.
Wait for my good news.
It's time to put my intellect to use , don't you think so ?
I've finally met some competitions.
Just two of em' though , one's real hardworking and one's real clever.

Which of us will triumph in victory ?
We'll see. ;d

YOU'RE CUTE !

2011-12-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

Had an eventful day , for real !
Went to school so early in the morning , zzz.
Didn't get enough sleep to be honest
But i'm exhausted to the brim.

Well , woke up sooooo early.
I think it has something to do with my body clock ;d
Woke up on my own , to top it off !
The alarm i set using my phone didn't go off.
Cool xD

Yeah , woke up like 15 minutes earlier than the time set.
Walked around like a zombie LOL.
Ended up lazing around on the sofa

Washed up and all that and voila , off to school !
Oh well.
MRT is really getting from worse to worst D:
It seems to have a frequent jam somewhat
And that results in more crowd.
More crowd = more kiasu-ism. G G !

I had to wait for three trains.
LOL. I think they would find me to be a real strange guy
Because i was really chuckling at those people who would squeeze in if they managed to find just that single 5 cm^2 area of space to stand in
I mean , it IS funny !

Look at them !
Getting all so worked up and all that
But it won't hurt to actually set their alarms to around 4 or 5 minutes earlier , they won't even be late in the first place.
That's why i hate those people who act like they're actually in a 'rush' but whereas in reality , they were just late.

They should really harbor mindsets like mine !
"If you are late , it means you are late. If you hurry , it makes a 3 or 4 minutes of difference. But bottomline , you are still late."
Isn't it true ?
Yeah i know it is , that's why i'm always late lah xD

And reached schoollll ! Earlier than i expected !
8:03 am ! WEW ! LOL !
And now , the chain of events starts now !

Well. There's this classmate of mine , his name is huihan.
He was being a real , real badass bitch today.
I was joking with another classmate of mine , wenshen.
Yeah well , my jokes are always very direct in terms of shooting
It's like i'm using a machine gun and shooting at him.
I would always joke using that provocative tones and sarcasm to poke someone literally ;D.

That huihan said "You know what you must do to him ?"
*points to me*
He took a piece of paper , slapped my face and laughed.
Weewwwww wewt !
*Whistles* !!

I took a deep breath and glared at him.
May i please enforce the word 'glared' ?

I have never used the word 'glared' before
Yeah , i glared at him.
That does it and i tried to get back on track , shrugged it off with "that wasn't funny."
and i ignored him and got back on my work
If i seriously didn't get back on my work at the moment , i would really , with all of my might , I would be landing a punch on his face.

Slapping is a controversial action.
To me , it is an insult.
No ONE has the rights to slap me.
Excluding my FAMILY.
That was a downright insult to my face.
He did it so wrong.

He tried to find out any subtle hints if i were being hostile or not.
Indeed , he used the brass rod and started poking.
Glared , ignored and back on work.
My fists were shaking so bad.
Anger management , ming xuan !
Angelic ming xuan goes "GO ! MING XUAN ! YOU CAN DO IT ! CONTROL YOUR ANGERRRRRR !"
Demonic ming xuan goes "Just give him one punch lah. He's treating you as a mere harmless purring cat even though you are a lion !"

Oh well. I have to get back on track !
I don't want my emotions to get stirred by such a guy ;d
This ought to be a happy one , you'll know why later ! XD
And to conclude what just happened , one word is enough to describe it all !
Nonexistent.

Here goes !
I received a lot of praises recently eh ! XD
A few days ago , jinxian was like saying "Wah , you know he damn guai lan and when you want to shoot back , you can't."
(Because i'm usually in the right when i'm shooting others ! BWAHAHAHAHA)

And next , my lecturer for critical reasoning skills asked if i'm like the class clown or something !
I was just going on about the topic that we have to decide on and got sooooo euphoric and hyperactive LOL.
I mean , CRS is truly fun and entertaining to me.
It's hard , real hard for me to find something that's SO INTERESTING !

And i was like "SEE ! MY TOPIC IS THE BEST ONE LEH !!! *SMUG LOOK* " and starts 'piak-ing' their hands
And i ended up 'piak-ing' my team mate's watch.
LOL , it hurts man !
And thus , my lecturer was kinda amused by that !

I never thought about it that way man
Unknowingly i'm like turning into the class clown
WOAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! XD
And when i went to Koufu a.k.a foodcourt 4.
I was like buying coffee , i said thank you to the auntie and hung a smile cheek-to-cheek
Then there was this girl behind me , woahhhhh CUTEEEEEEE !
And she was smiling at me.

I thought she was smiling at someone behind me so i turned around and no one was there ;o
I walked and her head continues to turn as i continued to walk !
Smiled back brightly ! LOL
MAN , A CUTE GIRL SMILING TO YOU , YES YOU !
OF COURSE I WOULD FEEL SO GOOD AND SMILE BACK SO BRIGHTLY AND DAZZLINGLY ! LOL !

And watched "You are the apple of my eye" !
But .. it's pretty emotional.
So i will have to flip out of this happy state first !
Coming up in the next post ;d

Dystopia

2011-11-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

Why , hello there !
Time flies , don't you think ? D:
It's already Sunday now , what the heck mannnnn D:

Anddddd , xianfeng xuanjing edwin chengyong , all of them went back to tekong D:
Sigh , SIAN AH.
And Cheeyong , sad case.
He's still trapped in the field camp , GG.

I wonder how he's doing ...
You can surely say that i'm now the fattest in RLQ.
GG.
This is so unfair , i was gaining weight slowly but surely
But they are losing weight quickly and surely !
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Anyway , went to watch "Immortals" with them yesterday !
Here's the poster.

Some rough background info. (Just description , no spoilers.)

The brutal and bloodthirsty King Hyperion (Mickey Rourke) and his murderous Heraklion army are rampaging across Greece in search of the long lost Bow of Epirus. With the invincible Bow, the king will be able to overthrow the Gods of Olympus and become the undisputed master of his world. With ruthless efficiency, Hyperion and his legions destroy everything in their wake, and it seems nothing will stop the evil king's mission. As village after village is obliterated, a stonemason named Theseus ... More
-Rotten Tomatoes

Looks interesting ?
Well , it was so-so to me.
Probably gonna give them an above average score ;\
Roughly 6.5 / 10 ?
Well , their effects are remarkable , i must admit !

Butttt ...
It's so similar to 300. ;/
I mean , the fight at the very beginning , you'll know what i'm talking about if you knew about King Leonidas , how he fought against the Persian or something , that king.

And the concept is kinda similar.
Like how they were fighting , that overwhelming number of troops ;d
Just like another re-telling of the story with the same concept and all that.
Sigh.
There was even nudity !
GOSH !

No-no ! D:
How can you show such explicit content to me !
I'm just an innocent and pure-hearted minor. *in tears*
But yeah , the graphics is breathtaking indeed.
I must give them that !

But .. i don't see any point in watching it in 3D.
Just that you get to see how their bloods are being splashed in 3D , seriously ! LOL!

Alright , i'm going to sleep now.
Good nights , everyone ! :D

/embarrassed

2011-11-25T09:11:00.000+08:00

Teeheeeeee xD
I am about to have my lab test in like , what ? another 55 more minutes.
And i'm still at home LOL.
BLOGGING !

Now that's something awesome about me , i am never scared of being late !
I aim to be punctual , that's why i am always late ! LOL !
Man , this is turning to be such a bad habit D:
Should really get rid of it fast !

Looks like i'm somewhat being more and more of a phlegmatic.
GG !
I don't wanna be a phlegmatic !
It's like a lazy bum that only does nothing !
EXACTLY !

I am supposed to be a melancholic ... D:
The only temperament that is able to emo 24/7 and /wrist and all sorts LOL.
YEAH , *mimicking Justin Bieber* "THAT SHOULD BE ME ~ THAT SHOULD BE ME~"
Alright , i better go read up and prepare for my lab test which is like , happening in another 50 minutes. LOL
How am i supposed to NOT be late !

Oh well , i'm too laid-back. xD

2011-11-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

Moonstruck.
Crestfallen.
Starry-eyed.

VOILA

2011-11-14T02:29:00.000+08:00

GG man. Look at my chat box !
Full of ridiculous spams ! LOL !
Example :

thanks for this information quite easy to understand :thumbsup:

WTF ?!

Well anyway !
Last Friday i had a long day eh. :'(
Guess what ?

Nah you can't guess one lah , of course ! HOHOHO !
LOL , i love Fridays.
10-12pm. DISMISS.
WHO WOULDN'T LIKE THAT ?

They're the best MAN !
BEST !
Ending so early , weeeee. So much free time left :D
Headed to Clementi Mall to slack with classmates !

After that , my dad came and fetched me !
Went to IMM mall to meet up with my mum first ! (Y) !
Wew , i bought something !
I bought this anti-glare screen protector for my HTC Sensation XE !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
After so long , i finally found it !

What else could i ask for ? ;D
Man , it feels so cool !
Chop chop
Whilst heading home in my dad's car , my mum was like showing off !

"You know , my friend's son now already signed on with the Air Force already leh ! Now he study till can get money ! So good !"

"Aiya , just for that amount of money , from 2 years become 5 years. Waste of my time ! You must look at the big picture !"

"What waste of time ! He study damn zai one. 3.8 leh ! He study aerospace some more !"

"Chey , aerospace. No wonder so easy to get into that spot lah ! *chuckles a bit* you know , if i'm really bent on getting something , i'll get it. You always compare me with others , when i get all As , you don't show off to others hor ! Like what "Oh my son got all As !"

"SURE OR NOT ? CAN GET ALL A'S ? Yeah you only know how to put big cannon !"

"I prove it to you lah ! If i'm serious , it's nothing man !"

"Come lah ! Prove it to me , you confirm cannot one lah !"

LOLLLLLL.
(Y)
What i said is true ;d
Well , no point self-por until i'm like damn imbalanced pro LOL
Lemme show it to you ;D

And i went to National Skin Center (NSC) after that.
Well , my heart sank. D:
The doctor , she was so cute !
Sue-ann Ho Soo Ee
Korean LOL.

And the way she speaks Chinese which is so weirdddddd makes it much more cuter LOL.
And she's like so hyperactive
Buttt ..
You know what i like best when coming to NSC ?
It is ... that indifferent point of view.

There's no ... hints of disgust or distaste in it.
I mean , i know it instantly when someone is staring at some part of mine.
I've been experiencing something like that ever since i was small so somehow , i kinda developed a sorta vibe for it.
I can feel it immediately , especially more when during eye contact.
So , i'm just more sensitive in these areas lol

Well , there's really no 'oh my god !' or 'what the fuck is wrong with your skin ?' vibe
Which is so ... different from what i've always gotten LOL
That's awesome , seriously.
That extraordinary feeling !
Euphoric, man !

But ... i had to undress. MY GOSH.
Lifted up my shirt.
SHE ASKED IF MY BAM BAM AREA WAS INFECTED OR NOT
LOL.
DAMNNNNNN CUTEEEEEEEE SERIOUSLY !

Bam bam = buttock a.k.a ass a.k.a pigu a.k.a butt
You gotta admit it man !
That's seriously cute and funny LOL !
T_T , she sneaked a peek at my bam bam
*emo*

Well that's about it ! :D
Feeling much more at ease now.
*Self-hypnotize , get all As ... *

Who's back ?

2011-10-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Well well ! Look !
I'm back XD
Don't you miss me ?
I know you do ! XD

But as you can see , i'm back in one piece !
First and foremost , sorry for not blogging for so long !
I know the previous post looks so damn emo , i'll explain about it when i have the time lol
But anyway , for now !
I wasn't blogging for so long , mainly because i was 'blogging' elsewhere !

And that 'elsewhere' happened to be in my REPORT. LOL.
Yeah , my friends who were also in world skills with me were like saying that my report really looks as though i'm actually blogging. wtf ? LOL.
Now that's an awesome skill xD

Alright ! I have so many things to let you guys know !
SOOOO MANY !
Like seriously so many !

You know ? School has just started like a week ago.
I saw something happening and i literally 'blogged' using my handphone LOL
Okay so here goes :

Dear diary ,
I was horribly late for my second maths lesson. However , finally i'm glad that i'm not that bored afterall. I managed to witness something extraordinary out of the blue. It was such an interesting event.
I saw a guy , probably around his twenties. He was getting on the train from the opposite side of me.
And it seems that he was getting pushed and he was so frustrated that he unleashed his wrath and shouted "PUSH WHAT PUSH ? HUH ? KNN LAH FUCKING FOREIGNERS. STILL WANT BOARD AH ? FUCKING FUCK OFF LAH !" and started to shoo them away. Then the foreigner was so scared that he got off the train.

Now now , isn't that an amazing and interesting stuff to happen ?
You gotta admit , that isn't anything that you always get to see eh xD

Alright and now , i had a dream this morning D:
And yeah , again.
I literally 'blogged' using my phone.

Dear diary ,
I dreamt. This could very well be the most awkward dream i've ever had.
I can only manage to remember bits and pieces of it though. There was this girl in front of me.
She looked so dazzlingly striking. I couldn't help it and stare at her unknowingly.
She looked back at me with such elegance as she tilts her head. I wanted to say something but i couldn't find any words to describe anything. I got this burning desire inside me that keeps insisting that i should start a conversation with her.
And yeah i did.
I was stuttering : "Err ... err .... I , erm. Yeah , hey there. I , erm. Really think you are ... cute. " (My face was gushing red)
"I think you are really , really very cute."
That girl smiled at me with such brilliant aura around her and replied politely : "Thank you."

I can't remember the rest of it. Damn.
But hey , it was still a great dream , don't you think ? XD
Alright , i'll continue tomorrow.
It's getting real late and i'm really , for once.
I think i am really tired.
I don't even have the energy to force open my eyes , seriously.
G'night guys.

2011-10-14T17:35:00.002+08:00

I ... want to cry.

Why is this happening to me again

2011-10-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Bonjour !
Hello , have you missed me ? :D
Bet you do !
I miss you too , so much !

Alrighttttty !
I'm not feeling so good anyway.
Been feeling so , so sick nowadays.
My cough has been persisting and nagging at me for 3 weeks.

It died down 2 weeks ago , acted up again awhile later.
Gosh.
I lost my voice as well , for one whole week already !
I sure wish it can get better as fast as possible , eh.

Okay , gotta get back on story.
I am feeling really ... weird right now lol.
I mean , it's strange.
I don't mind being a joke , so long as it's never overboard.

But really , people don't know there's actually a boundary
That indicates where you shouldn't be overstepping.
Of course , laughing together where i'm a joke , it's fine.
I'm really okay with it.

But some mockeries that are way overboard , really.
Why don't you just shut up and swallow your words ?
If you really intend to spout it out , shove it up your ass , man.
"Ming xuan is a gay"
Yeah , i'm fine with that , seriously.
(I mean like seriously , no sarcasm intended)

Because i am well aware of how i portray myself.
I couldn't help it if there's suddenly an awkward silence , i'm that sort of person that would do anything to avoid that , btw.
Yeah ,it's better to establish a 'gay' relationship so i can perhaps entertain both of us to prevent that awkward silence.
That's one reason why i'm always so 'childish'.

But hey , "No , he isn't even a gay. He's a chou ba guai(ugly duckling)"
. . . . . .
Well , it's not the first i've heard of it.
It's definitely not going to be my last either.

But you know something ?
It still feels .. weird to have someone remind me of how inferior my looks are
When in reality , i am already lacking severely in confidence and inferiority complex.
I don't need someone to emphasize on that fact and to further diminish my already negative hopes.

It ain't a joking matter anymore the moment you stepped over that boundary , eh dude.
Come on , you're one whole fucking piece of walking lard that acts so fucking brilliant.
And yet ironically , as though you can't seem to perceive the perhaps oblivious fact that you and me are kinda physically different.
I'm fat , yeah. 65 KG , 171 CM.
You ? 175 cm ? 70+ KG ?

Please , try to discern the clear line.
And if you didn't read too much into it , my physique is different from yours obviously.
Seriously , i know i'm ugly.
I don't need you to rub salt in my wound , for fuck sake.

How can even a fucking human be so fucking irresponsible to go around spouting nonsense as they feel like it ?
Seriously , have i EVEN OFFENDED YOU ?
I would always offer to buy drinks , eh.
Sometimes you forget to repay me the money , i would shrug it off.

I don't mind being generous.
I don't mind being humble.
I don't mind being humourous either.
I don't mind being a joke.

But i do mind being taken for a fool.
You should really , stop laughing at me because i'm ugly.
I mean it.
If such stupidity persists , you should never blame me if i have to resort to somewhat underhanded methods.

You have incurred my wrath ,
you this fucking meatball.
Good luck have fun in your future endeavour which is bound to be destroyed sooner or later.
You're just an epitome of carbohydrates and cholesterol.

I will
show you
the colossal
difference
when i get serious.

Marathon

2011-09-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

This is one of the rarest times that i'm willing to take a picture :D
Guess where is this from ? xD
Well of course !
I know it look similar to the one in my facebook , but hey !
It's really , really rare for me to even show my face smiling that madly.

You'll never see it anywhere ;d
And it's time for me to show off !
I finished 10 km marathon , Mizuno wave run !
Next up ?
I think i'll better start training for 42.195 km.

I really , really want that shirt by Nike !
Oh and hey !
On the left side , it's kenneth , NERDX !
And on my right side , it's the AXE EFF.

I'm so , so glad that i joined this marathon !
Well , $45 , but getting a singlet and the finisher tee is nice , medal and vouchers too.
And free 100 plus , sponsored by of course , 100 plus LOL
I drank 5 cans of 100 plus

But .. i'm regretting it somehow.
Sigh.
I really , really shouldn't have skipped ropes
I skipped 1000 times 3 days before the marathon.

I didn't expect till marathon , it still aches like mad.
God damn it , i only managed to jog for the first 6 km.
After that was hell , especially those upslopes ?
Gosh , it's killing me.

Nvm , i saw this girl , wearing pink top to toe.
Wew , she's cute !
I mean , who doesn't ?
When she looks so tanned , perfectly !
Well , i don't wanna lose to her for sure LOL !

And guess what ?
I overtook her , she overtook me
I think it went on for like 4 times ? LOL.
But , once i stopped to drink some water.
And i stopped to catch my breath.

SIGH.
I lost my momentum.
That sucks to the core , seriously !
Next time , i'm going to grab a bite first , drink red bull.
Then one hour later , start running !

No worries , at least i finished within 2 hours.
My timing was like 1 hour 40 minutes +
They waited for me like about an hour LOL
Damn sad :(

Without a doubt , i've now taken an interest in marathons.
I'm gonna be much , much more proactive.
Good luck to me ! :D

Change.

2011-09-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

Oh well.
Seems like things have taken for a change !
Yeehaa.

Okay , i gotta admit.
While i'm blogging , i'm web-caming(seriously web-caming) with LJX
LJXIN. Okay lah loh jiaxin LOL.

Anyway !
As i was saying , things have taken for a change now
Good riddance.
I have officially abandoned every single little thing that i was previously shouldering and burdened with.

I know that seems sudden but hey , anything can change !
I don't know why , people say i didn't change over the years
Is that good or bad ? ;o
IDK !

But i guess it's good.
I wanna stay this way though
As much as i want , i know it's impossible
Things are going to change big time.
Trust me ;d

My whole life is going to turn into a revolution
With my future at stake
Abandoning all my fun self for the sake of my future
I think it's kinda worthwhile and not worthwhile in the meanwhile while i am worthwhile enough to make it in the meanwhile leh :D

I'm not giving a big talk or what lol
Trust me ;o
Capricorns are perfect for that one thing
That's for me to know and for you to find out ;D

Oh and this is a note to those out there !
Okayyyyy. First of all !
I'm not a saint.
But i'm a kind person.
But that's not enough to make me a saint.
I ought to say that's enough to clarify something , k ?

Secondly , i'm not a devil.
I am not the worst person and i'm not the person too.

Thirdly , there are many different me's that you see.
My personality take for a 180 degrees change varying accordingly.

I am introverted yet i am extroverted.
Basically , i am bits and pieces of everything.
So please , don't assume that i'm gentle so i'm gay , i'm scared so i'm a coward , i got lousy scores because i'm stupid.

That gotta stop eh.
Yeah , it will all stop in the next semester.
I will return twofold mockeries right back at ya. ;D
Glhf trying to use mana shield.

Try me , this is what i am when i am serious. xD

cough

2011-09-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hey. Do you know ?
I'm having a common flu at the moment.
Gosh , also better known as influenza , without the A of course !

I am feeling so terrible now.
I was even about to vomit this morning.
I was feeling SO HUNGRY
I mean , there's this sudden urge of hunger
It's really , REALLY SUDDEN !

I thought i was really hungry
There's no growling noise coming from my stomach
But an excruciating pain that persists even after i had my breakfast.
After awhile , i thought it would get better
But it still persists

I was like wtf , i just ate one plate of fried rice , one whole plate of fried rice damn it.
And so , i ate ANOTHER PLATE OF FRIED RICE.
Seriously , another WHOLE PLATE of fried rice
It still wasn't getting any better.

You know i just had to lay still in bed and shut my eyes tightly , holding my bear tightly to bear the pain.
It's just unbearable , it's like something is burning inside my stomach every few minutes.
That is not going to be a funny one , for sure.

It could spell disasters
I had to focus all my attention onto Supernatural and watching it as i fell asleep.
And when i woke up , it wasn't so terrible anymore
But on the contrary , i felt this sudden urge to vomit
And the substance was about to force it's way out by staying forcefully in my esophagus(neck area)

Fuck man
It really was intolerable.
I'm so glad that i spent $26 correctly.
My mum was like gloating at the fact that i'm trying to use this as an excuse to not go to school
Sigh , there she goes again.

It's not like every kids supposedly 'act sick' to get MC to skip school.
I don't. ;d
Bah !

I hope it's going to get better tomorrow.
In the meantime , i better go snuggle up in my blanket.
Wish me luck that this is going to get cured tomorrow. :D

Like a love song , baby !

2011-09-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

And i keep on repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

Trust goes both way.

Hi. :D
I am back !
My gosh , i am so easily tired out nowadays.
That sucks , right ? D:

I can't do things in peace as well.
My sleepy mind always gets the better of me.
G-G.
Internship is pretty tiring eh.
Everyday 9-5.
Whuddaheck ? D:

And recently , i think i have spent over 100 bucks LOL.
Yeah , been going out.
This is my first , being so outgoing LOL.
Been going out with RLQ peeps

Walao. I'm so happy-go-lucky , why ?!
"Let's eat Jack's Place."
"Let's GO !"
WHY ? WHY AM I SO HAPPY-GO-LUCKY ?
22 BUCKS FLEW AWAY.

"Let's eat Fish & Co."
"Let's GO !"
GG.
22 bucks fly away again.
My money keep flying away like nothing LOL
I think my bank is only ended up with 400+
It ought to be more than 900 originally. D:

Well , been spending on some misc. stuffs
So ... gg LOL.
Don't worry , time to start saving up again !
And i'm going to get $8/day
Well , i can earn $240 for the rest of my ITP.
Not that bad , i guess.

But the others are like earning $400. WTF ?
There's a $160 difference , same working hours some more.
SIGH.
But then , looking on the bright side
I'm doing something much more intriguing than those normal industry soldering or whatever.
Those are so not fun ;d

When there's so much to learn about , it's fun.
Oh well , i gotta suck it up.
Glhf ! D:

I am fated to do this because i'm a genius.

2011-09-14T01:32:00.002+08:00

Every true genius is bound to be naive. Friedrich Schiller

Do you know ?
I've had a dream last night.
What was it about ?
Hmm ...

Well , it's definitely much more inspiring that i thought.
I have made up my mind , decided to actually be someone.
And no , by making this decision , i have abandoned the other option.
But really , i have two paths ahead of me. ;o

One : Be somebody.
Two : Be nobody.

Something good about being somebody ?
Fame. Proof.
The latter one is more important to me.

And something good about being nobody ?
I get to live in peace.
I get to sleep like a log.
I get to admire the clouds floating atop.
I get to sleep with the night skies as my blanket.
I get to sleep with the grassland as my bed and pillow.

Yeah , both are way too appealing.
You can really say that this is one damn lifetime decision for me.
I have really , really spent two years pondering.
I mean , like seriously !

Two whole years.
It sounds like it's being made impulsively but no !
I mean it !

I'm going to say hi to superstring theory.
I'm going to say hi to fourth , then fifth dimension.
I'm going to unravel mysteries.

Why not ? ;D
I prefer it this way.
I guess i have really changed that much while in the midst of my poly life.
It still seems so distant lol
But i guess that's why it's worth working hard for.

It really , really feels so different when you have a goal to work towards to.
And yes , that dream ,
sparked my motivation , my passion and my desire.
Now , it's really time to say good bye to this 'fun' mode.
And it's time to embrace a 'i'm coming to you , my dream' mode.

I knew it lol.
I am more playful than other kids.
I am more childish than other kids. I am way more enjoying everything than other kids.
Well , my life is about to take a hundred and eighty degrees turn. All the best for your future endeavours ! LMX !

Undying.

2011-09-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

Oh GG.
A few days ago , okay perhaps a few weeks dated back then.
I was boarding a bus to causeway point.
There was this couple in front of me !
They look like local , idk.
Looks can be deceiving !

Well , they sure look like any other ordinary normal couple.
The girl would be laying her head on the guy's broad shoulder
Then after a while , i noticed something gruesome.
That girl started digging the guy's right ear with her little pinky , WTF ?
GROSS ?

That's not all.
She wiped all the ... off her fingernails and she continued on her conquest to clean entirely the guy's body.
So , this time.
That girl used her pinky again to dig that guy's NOSE. W-T-F.SERIOUSLY.
I couldn't take this awesome gore any much longer , i stood up and i alighted.
It's way too awesome for me to withstand it.

LOL.And thus , i have developed a phobia of digging nose.
GG.COM
Well , back to topic , yeah ?
I've just started ITP not long ago.
P.S ITP means industrial training program , we call it ITP or internship for short.

Erm ... i've just started so , i can't really say much whether it's fun or what.
But one thing's for sure.
I am so getting messed around with.
That teacher is so ...
Idk what to say , speechless.

He seriously , totally , truthfully and mystically reminds me of Mr Bernard Ng , my thermofluids lecturer
BTW , thermofluid was the HARDEST module at the previous semester.
He taught it so half-assed , reading from slides some more.
Grrr ....
And this Mr Tan's teaching style is VERY SIMILAR.
Mr Tan is that teacher i'm talking about , he's the one responsible for my ITP.

I have expressed interest in world skills , i still am.
But hey , i'm not a genius with IQ of 250.
I'm a genius with 175.
So , he actually expected us to LEARN EVERYTHING in one day.

Hi , the book is 70 pages +.
He didn't even teach us a few things.
He just asked the people who learnt about it to teach us.
... ...

I am so rendered speechless by that action of his.
And i have learnt a great deal of lesson.
It is NEVER good to be honest and truthful.
Everything i gave for a reason that i was late or leaving early.
He wrote word by word into the attendance book under the "Remarks" category.
I am astounded wtf.

His half-assed attitude , i am so having trouble to cope with it.
I don't like it , not one bit.
I may be the 'CHAMPION'S BROTHER'
But hey , i am a NOVICE at INDUSTRIAL AUTOMATION FFS.
And to top it off , i am also a NOVICE at WORLD SKILLS.

Not like my brother is a champion and that makes me a champion's brother , which also led to the expectation that "he should be a know-it-all."
I hate that so much.
Zzz.

If i'm so godly , i won't even need this stupid ITP.
I can just go join the competition without any help of yours
Oh wait , you didn't render any help except for some life-realization guidance and some negligible hints to our question.
Gah.Somehow , i'm starting to hate this.
D:

Well anyway , my laptop is currently being repaired.
Idk when it's done.
Sian ah. when it's done , everything will be reformatted
And then , i have to install autodesk , microsoft visio studio and all misc. stuffs
That's going to take another eternity of my life.G G. FML.

2011-09-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

Yeahhhhh. I have so many things to blog about.
Which one do you wanna hear first ? :D
Hmm ... let's see !
1. Outing with RLQ !
2. Outing with RLQ !
3. Outing with RLQ !
4. Outing with RLQ !
5. Outing with RLQ !

Aiya , i think i help you choose , kay ?
I choose 1 !
YES , IT'S OUTING WITH RLQ !
WOOHOOOOO ! LOL XD

Well , on that fateful day !
Cheng , XJ , XF and me met up to go play LAN !
At Bugis ! Woohooo !
BS alot on the way there LOL.

Bought some drinks and stuffs before going in.
Wowwwww , it's $1.50/hour.
Can you believe it ?
And not to mention , it actually is quite quality-wise !

Logitech mouse(so much better than no-brand a.k.a china brand stuffs)
And 16-18 inch (idk in between i guess) desktop !
Isn't it awesome ?
So much just for $1.50.

Hooray XD
Best bargain !
To top it off , i can always play a few rounds of Jubeat Knit over there.
It's all by TKA.
So , arcade + LAN = TKA.
Double win ! LOL !

And somehow , we never lose when playing together in LAN !
Sh0 awesome eh ? XD
Own until opponents drop their pants , MUAHAHAHAH !

Bo bian lah , we're just too pro.
Watched Bad Teacher.
Cameron Diaz , she's sooooo familiar.
Really can't remember what show she was on before.
And the name was way too darn familiar !
It's a nice comedy xD
That was the first rlq outing ;o

And now the second one LOL
We headed over to WWW.
We have some free tickets since we reserved a chalet wayyyyy before.
Hooray x2 !
FREE , YOU KNOW ?
F - R - E - E !

Had a great deal of fun ;o
And then , headed over to Bugis again !
LAN !
This time , double the fun.
Total , we only have 4 of us.
XJ asked a group of Malaysians to PK !
(P.S , PK means sort of versus)

And so , we started our dominating spree !
We are really just too pro lah.
Can't blame us.
We joined them , and they saw us , having only 4 people in a team instead of the usual 5
Opponent : "So , only 4 of you guys ?"
We : "Yeah. Go."
Opponent : "K. GL =D"

LOL.
Erm , 29 minutes , game ended.
Victor ?
Of course , scourge , which is us !
That's why i said , we're just too pro !

2011-09-01T01:14:00.003+08:00

You never fail to render me speechless each time you speak with a word and ending it always with a full-stop to emphasize more on how much you would want this conversation to stop going on as though it's tormenting you.

MATHSSSSS !

2011-08-26T16:33:00.003+08:00

I screwed up my maths exam.
OH DAMN IT.
I've counted.
The bits and scraps all over , i'm only able to attain a minimum of 70 marks.
OH F U , MATHS.

Oh did i ever mention ?
I only have one end-of-semester exam XD

Ewwww !

2011-08-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

Something darn epic happened to me the past few days.
Please don't laugh.
This is way too embarrassing for me D:
Well , i went to school early in the afternoon about 1 pm.

Have to study for my maths exam , you know ?
Of course , with my classmates !
I have the A God(Just a nickname , Alfred the God)
He's so darn good with understanding the concepts of theory and all that.
He's good with memorizing stuffs as well , plus that curiosity of his , wow.
In dota language , he is like BEYOND GODLIKE!

Yes and so , in the midst of studying with my classmates.
I bought 1 litre of Australian Milk (Y) !
(Yes , this is the one that i've been talking about. Soooo tasty !)
Yeah , and after the tasty taste.
It's brewing a storm in my stomach. D:

I ran to the toilet.
And laid toilet papers menticulously on the toilet bowl !
I was shitting in the toilet
And after so long of trying to hold it all back in !
Brrrrrraaaaaackkkkkkkkk.

It feels AWESOME.
And the sound was REALLY LIKE BRAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK.
I heard some guys outside , trying to hold their laughter
And they laughed so DAMN LOUD.
"I can't control myself. It's too funny *chuckles loudly* "
OH EM GEE.

SHY DIE ME. LOL.
REALLY , SHY.
I DON'T EVEN WANNA GO OUT UNTIL THEY ARE GONE.
I WAS THAT SCARED LOL !

Ten things you will never know about me :D

2011-08-25T13:02:00.001+08:00

Bwahahahaha.
If i ask you to list out 10 things that you would never guess about me.
Are you able to list them correctly as my answers ? xD

Ten things you are never able to guess about me. :D
Hehehehe.
Want me to reveal the answers ?
Nah , seriously , no one can ever guess them

Because they are too well-hidden and too hard to notice xD
Yes i'm that confident LOL !
Are you even trying ?
DAMN YOUUUUUUUU !!

TRY NOWWWWWWWWWWW !
I MEAN IT , NOWWWWWWWWWWWW !
Phew , i'm about to complete that PSP game , Trails of Heroes
Such an enjoyable game ;o
And i was doing maths fervently since 1 pm all the way to 5 pm LOL !

Not to mention , yesterday.
Fervently doing maths for 3 hours too. Oh gosh.
This is why i hate myself so much D:
I won't want to stop when i'm too concentrated.
Else it just feels so ... weird !

Yeah and so

Ten Things You Will Never Know About Me

One. I have inferiority complex.

Two. I am actually more hardworking than the others.

Three. My favorite soft drink is Mountain Dew.

Four. I used to have a best friend called Tan Han Wei when i was Primary One. Until i reached Primary Two , he drowned. And it was then until now , i don't have a best friend and i never will.

Five. My actions are actually the opposite of what i am actually feeling. Because i am an irony. My whole life is fully of irony.

Six. I can never sleep without my pet bear. I used to have two pet bears before my Sam. The very first one was sewn manually by my mum for me using leftover clothes and cottons. And i would always put my finger into their ear before i'm actually able to sleep in peace.

Seven. I am actually very sickly and easily prone to diseases.

Eight. I had a major operation when i was in Kindergarten. I fell headfirst onto the ground from a height of three meters. My whole face was covered in blood(Yes , real fresh blood) and the floor was like a pond of blood.
I have no memories of what happened. I only remember the face of a person wearing in green and a green mask. When i woke up and i tried to move. I actually can't move any part of my body.
That person pulled down his green mask and smiled at me. "You are going to be fine." and patted my head. I fell unconscious. I have no memories of what happened , before and after. My memories continue when i was 6 years old.

Nine. I love to make things. I love to fiddle with stuffs. I love to meddle. I love to create things. I love building sandcastles. I love disturbing. Because all of it are able to hugely distract me. I am easily distracted.

Ten. I abhor myself.

Told ya , you won't be able to guess that out ;D

Oopsie Daisie

2011-08-23T01:03:00.005+08:00

asd

Army ah army.
Recently , so many peeps around me are enlisting for army already.
Sian ah !
By peeps , i mean RLQ peeps. D:

Yeah , chee is enlisting tomorrow already. 23/8.
GG.
And MZ just kena enlisted like 2 months ago only.

And a few weeks down the road , xj edwin cheng.
Then lastly , XF.
Kenneth still got one more year to serve.
Wah kao.
RLQ left me liao LOL.
Group chat confirm very lonely. :< Well anyway ! I went to school to study for maths. Yeah right study , i didn't even managed to do at least 15 questions for like 2 hours ! That kinda wasted my time. I am just too easily distracted , gosh ! I think tomorrow i'm going to get into serious mode as soon as i sit down. Yeah , i mean it ! Maths , be prepared. You're going to receive my undivided attention. XD And , baaaaaah. Past few days , so many people came to my house !

Thursday
Like on thursday , chee and xf came over.
Well , we originally planned on watching movie.
But my school ended too late and i was running late for the movie.
Since we don't want to miss an episode of On The Fringe 2 , chee suggested to come over to my house and watch it together.
Played mahjong while waiting for the show to start LOL !

Sian ah , cheeyong's beginner luck too pro already !
Owned me and XF.
I have to do 70 push-ups and XF has to do 100 push-ups LOL !

Friday
Yes and now on Friday , i pangseh'ed my poly clique !
They asked me to go with them to eat
But , nah.
Went to find Xf, CY and XJ.
YES ! XD

This was my very first time in a cafe that's meant for board games ;o
$6 for 4 hours , i find it very worthwhile eh !
Played some super fun board games ;d
But ... "Pass the bomb!" was kinda .. lmao boring LOL
Noob game ;d

The real game should be like tic 1 time or 2 time
Next player tic 1 or 2 times or 3 times
No one knows who is gonna get the explosion
That's the fun of it ;d
And that "Pass the bomb!" was like , think up of a word that matches the condition like "Ack"
Be it 'Zack' or 'Ack!' then pass the bomb.

Ewwwww.
Free flow of drinks btw !
Although it's made by syrup , better than nothing ;D
Afterwards , we went to play LAN !
Heehee , next to EVO.
EVO is really ... so full of memories !

I can still remember vividly , we woke up early in the morning to go Dhoby Ghaut's vicinity and for the EVO lanshop for competition. D:
Awesome leh xD

Yeah so , we played LAN , the one next to EVO.
Saw some koreans ;o
Asked them PK
4v4 !

WOOHOO !
They saw my "Toilet93" nick , they were trying so hard to hold back their laughter LOL !
Too lmao liao LOL !
Thrashed them once , and twice !
WOOHOO !

Damn song !
But they are quite good players
I mean , good attitude players
They waved goodbye and said "Good match. It was fun playing with you guys" in that korean accent ! Sexy much. <3 Afterwards , they headed over to my house and watched BANG-GE together ! (Y) !

Saturday
And this time , out of nowhere
EC asked if he and CH can come over or not
I agreed LOL
Woohoo , they came over.
Played one or two rounds of dota then played WOW together !
Yeah , gaming is a good exercise !

You should practice it more ! XD

Kay , i'm off to bed now !
I still have to wake up early tomorrow and do finish at least up to tutorial 7 tomorrow.
Nights peeps ! :DDD

To whomever it may concern.
Farewell
Dear abcdefghijkmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwyz ,
Hello. It has been such a long time since we have sat down together , be it chatting or watching movies or studying. I wish to say that i am really missing those times so much. So much time has passed since then. Sigh. We have been so occupied with our current life.

I wish to pass this message to you. My hand phone is 24/7 available. I'm not good with words so i wish to apologize if i have said anything that's offensive to you. I'm sorry for then. And now , i'm really sorry for all those times that i may seem to be very desperate.

But yes i am. I don't think i am in a place to deny that obvious fact. And yes , to prevent my obsession from getting stronger , i have decided to put an end to this. I am really sorry because it will involve you.

To do so , i have to cut off all means of communication. I won't block , i just won't talk. I won't SMS and i won't ask you again.

I am really sorry for having to resort to this but this ridiculously biased affection has to go. Right now. If it doesn't , it is going to cause you further inconveniences. I won't be able to control myself. I will always have the urge to ask you out , and out of the blue , confessing. I don't want that to happen and i know you don't , too.

I have to make this astronomical decision. For the better of you , and for me. I sincerely and truthfully wish for your happiness and well-being. I will always be there for you as your friend. :D

With love ,
Lim Ming Xuan.

Long time no see ! :D

2011-08-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly sorry for not blogging as often as i said i would.
I was really cooped with all those projects.
Damn it , that damned AGV project is still haunting me as of now !
And , yeah.

This whole week , i really spent so much time on my projects.
For example , my Mathematics Problem-Based Learning(PBL) project.
And next , my Computer Programming Problem-Based Learning project.
Yeah , i had to submit these two projects together with all the reports , reflections and all the work that we have done by Wednesday.

Our nightmare doesn't end there , we have to , at the same time.
Study for our Computer Programming lab test which is also , on Wednesday !
DAMN!

Yeah , those projects usually take about 3 - 5 days to complete.
I managed to survive C-Prom's PBL , with only TWO team members.
Yeah , Darren AND ME. Yes , including me , only TWO.
Damn it , out of four -_-
The other two teammates are practically useless.

I mean , seriously !
Nah , i know it's bad to say bad things about people behind their back !
But then , really !
Cryptography's research only , i can do it in 5 minutes.
Is it so hard ? Go www.en.wikipedia.org , search cryptography , copy + paste content.
Read through , summarize and rephrase.
Voila , 5 minutes.

They spent bloody 1 week for it , WTF ?
THAT IS PURE WHAT THE FUCK ? LOL
I sighed when they say "Oh , we've done the research already !"
(One week after i asked them to do the research)
LOLOL. Too LMAO already !

And yeah , the cryptography project is damn hard.
I have to figure out how to use C++ programming language to actually encrypt a code with the key and then , interchange the bits.
And thus , i can finally get the encrypted text which is of alien language to another person who reads it.
That's how hard it is ! D:

Sigh , that's not all.
Still have to figure out how to do for decryption part.
Draw flowchart , block diagram.
Explain functions and all that !
Damn it man !
After 2 days of madness , got it all done.

Okay , i did like 70% of the work , Darren got like 30% of the work.
He's at least able to listen to my request , eh ! Good (Y) !

Next , Maths PBL.
Even with the help of the AD guy , Alfred.
We are still having trouble
P.S : AD = A Distinction
We even have to seek help from the other two elites of my class !
OMG.

Gathering of the elites and still , unable to come up with anything ! LOL !
Last resort , asking their academic rival , elite among elites !
And finally , able to come up with the solution.
Thus , able to finally do my part with the graph and all computing stuffs.
I was doing them BOTH at the same time.
And studying CProm AT THE SAME TIME.

That's how busy i was.
I was so stressed that my eczema acted up and it was EXTREMELY ITCHY.
That kinda shows my level of stress , eh. LOL !
Even with pills that control my itchiness , it's still UNCONTROLLABLE.
That's just how hard it was !

And now , with all the work done.
I'm left with Micro-controller module quiz , 60 MCQs tomorrow !
And to lastly , submit AGV FULL REPORT(Warning , it's like more than 40 pages. Trust me.)
Please , i have done my fair share of work.
Let me score at least an A.
It's 12 credit units , PLEASE !!

And for now , CIAOS !
I still have so much to blog about !
RLQ Chalet and all that !
Wait for me !
I'll be back TOMORROW !

After everything ENDS. XD

MASTERPIECE !

2011-08-12T23:09:00.006+08:00

Look at this ! THIS IS MY MASTERPIECE !
Nah , this is OUR MASTERPIECE !
Yeah , it's done by my group !
It's quite nicely done right ? :D
Watch that before you watch the one below !

Are you able to guess how much time we spent on it ?
Yeah we spent bloody 140 hours total , just for this semester ONLY.
On this project. WTF ?
Crazily 14 credit units.
*Vomit blood*

FOURTEEN <--- Big enough ?
LOL , THIS IS EVEN BIGGER THAN STRIKING CONSOLATION PRIZE OF LOTTERY !
But , BEHOLD.
I was the major programmer !
Jinxian was my assistant , ASSISTANT ! LOL XD
Yeah he helped me out a lot too !

Isn't it nice ?
I feel like i've just accomplished a huge feat !
It's too awesome LOL !
I'm the third one in my class to finish it !

Teacher said that we are going to get more marks !
Because of our conventional programming.
All thanks to the great me LOL !
Since my programming is on the level that it's able to work in the industry(NO JOKE!)
Thus , teacher said my programming is conventional. ;D

Why am i so clever ?
Sigh.
Can't help it sia !
I really can't help it !
I want to do something that's stupid also cannot sia , haiya.
Too clever already also bo bian lah , LOLOLOL.
JK LAH !

But really , i take pride in this project.
Spent 140 hours TOTAL ON THIS PROJECT. GOSH.
NOT INCLUDING CO-CURRICULAR TIME SPENT ON FREE LAB ACCESS AND ON OUR FREE TIME.
I betcha it's more than 170 HOURS FOR SURE !
170 hours , ONE SEMESTER. LOL.

Stress ttm !

Oh hai ! ;d

2011-08-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Look at that.
Isn't it a nice mountain ?
Yeah i think it looks awesome too !
Why am i so random , you say ?
YEAH ! THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE !

What is mountain made of ?
Earth stuffs , right ? ;D
Alright , replace all the Earth stuffs with one thing.
HOMEWORK.
VOILA ! You get my point !

And that is why i am so random ! LOL !
IMAGINE , HOMEWORK PILING UP TO SUCH AN EXTENT
A MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK.
OH EM GEE won't help too
Even if you shuffle and shuffle , won't help much lah !

But you can incinerate them xD
Then everyday you can go shuffling or party and party and woo !
(P.S , LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem and Rebecca Black - Friday)
I'm almost about to faint from all those amount of work piled up !
Yeah , let me tell you something !

I only have ONE PAPER for my end of semester exam !
Ain't that AWESOME ? XD
But , i have to fret about three friggin' projects. WTHHHHHH ?
Someone please get rid of them for me please !

They're seriously breathtaking indeed !
Yeah , i mean that in a really breath-taking way !
And time is now so cramped. D:
Packed schedule , even if school ends at 12 , i will still end up going home by 6 pm. LOL.

I have to stay back that long , yes your eyes are not kidding you !
I spent over 30+ hours on that stupid programming !
Oh ! I have a nickname in school xD
It used to be SPG.
"Self-proclaimed genius."

Nah , i'm no longer SPG.
Let me tell you my new nickname.
It's gonna awe you so much !
It's called SPGG.
Guess !
Can you guess it ?
Nah i doubt you can ! LOL !

SPGG = "Self-proclaimed genius of geniuses"
EPIC WIN. (Y) !
Don't be jealous of my awesomeness. XD

I'm gonna upload a video of what i've done tomorrow.
Those 12 hours per week spent on this project , all my blood and sweat are all drenched and stained the project !
Behold , TOMORROW !

Yeah well.
Am i not a devoted guy ?
LOL !
No matter how frivolous i may seem to be , or how 'flirty' i am.
Actually , i don't 'flirt'

To 'flirt' , you must actually have the quality fitting enough of it to actually 'flirt' !
Someone like me with utterly low self-esteem and inferiority complex would never be able to accomplish that feat !
Oh ! Kwan rated me 8.5/10.
Nice guy. (Y) !
See ? I'm a good guy after all ! XD

CH rated me 6/10. :(
He said i'm kinda over-sensitive when it comes to friends.
Yeah well , i have a long history of evil and bad and madness and witchcraft and hocruxes !
That's enough to explain everything , yeah ? LOL.
No , but seriously !
I do have a fear of such thing.
I'll explain it next time xD

For now , it's time to sleep.
Have to wake up tomorrow at 6.30 am and reach school by 7.45 am.
It's gonna be real hard for me. Argh.
All the best to me tomorrow. :D

Fattieeeeee BOM BOM !

2011-08-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

Holaaaa !
It's been a really long time since i last blogged !
Sorry about that , since it was full of eventful stuffs ;d
I'll start backtracking tomorrow !

Yeah well , i went to gym then for a swim with EC , CH , PC and Ben.
Do you know something !?

When i was at the gym , i can actually do one PULL-UP!
That's such an amazing feat !
No , i was just kidding !
That was no amazing feat , one year ago i was able to do 6 pull-ups
And now , 1 ONLY !?

OH GOSH.
And so many flabby fats on my tummy ):
I'm freaking 67 kg , fattie bomb bomb. D:
That's why there's a need for GYM !

Time to say good bye to these amount of fats !
Muahahahah !
And so , i have decided !
I am aiming to reach 64 KG and to grow up to 172 CM.
A desirable BMI , don't you think ? ;d
My current BMI is like 22.something ++.

So fat ! WALAOOOOOO !
And so , back on topic !
Was at the gym , working out
Did 9 chin-ups LOL !
I mean , not continuously but after a period of time and continue doing lah !
Thus , total of 9 chin-ups !

I can still feel my muscle tearing now ;d
It's a good thing to have muscle aches , because it shows that your cell structure is being re-constructing !
And you know something ?

I never knew my legs were so powerful , i was able to raise up a weight of 50 KG with my leg LOL.
That's kinda awesome , omg.
And my leg muscles are still so ... solid !
Well , of course.
What would you expect from me , this super professional runner ? :D

OH OH OH !
And have i said it before ?
I am participating in Mizuno's 10 KM run !
Although i have to pay $45 , it's worthy of it !
Receiving a medal is good !

And i am going to show off to my kids one day
"Look ! Your dad accomplished a great feat with all these amount of medals for running !"
Wow , i'm sure they'll be amazed and i will feel kinda embarrassed and proud at the same time xD
Now you know how important those are !?
YEAH THEY SURE ARE !

And BLOGGING IS IMPORTANT TOO !
20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD , THIS IS THE PLACE WHICH CONTAINS MY WHOLE MEMORIES !
And i'm so gonna buy that idk what to bind everything together into a hard-covered book.
I mean my whole history of blogging will be compiled together !
Part 1 and Part 2. LOL ?
I think there will be until Part 8.
Each part signifies the tens of my age !

I'm so clever. ;d
Alright !
I'll blog again soon ! :D
Come on , keep checking back on me , eh !
It's not usual to see someone as interesting as i am to appear every century , don't you agree ?
I know you do ! XD

Happy 46th National Day

2011-08-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

What is a National Day without some nice National songs , eh ? ;D
50 more minutes !
But i'll just say this in advance !
Happy National Day to Singapore and to everyone ! :D
Enjoy your day tomorrow !

Unrequited

2011-08-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

I ... can stutter when it comes to you
I am not speaking like some love's fool and to gain sympathy.
No.

I simply want to say how i feel.
You know how am i feeling right now ?
Do you actually know how much , just how much do i desire your company ?
"I only thought of you once. I never stopped thinking of you."

I have some glamourous sides.
I would always wish you are here beside me and i can show them all to you
I wanna show you my world

I am never good with words when i am around you
You make me so nervous and so uncomfortable
That is because it's one of the few times that i'd actually get to spend with you

I tend to stutter
Not because of what you are saying
It is because of what am i going to say , is it going to make sense ?

I must be very still
It is to control this urge to actually hold your hands and to hug you(yes i really mean it)

When i am faced with some troubles
I just want you to be beside me and .. idk
Stay silent or what , idk.

I can only say
You .. are my sanctuary.

2011-08-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

Woohoooooo
I have been sleeping for 9 hours !
YES !
And ijust realized something.
My blood is slightly reaching low blood pressure.

No wonder every morning i can be so sleepy till i can fall asleep in class or whatsoever !
THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING !
I actually slept at 9.30 pm , do you believe it ? LOL !
And when i woke up , i was still feeling so lethargic !

To the extent that if i just lie down again
I think i would wander off to wonderland again LOL
That's the extent of my sleepiness
It sure has been a long time since i slept like a log without having the need to go toilet !

Sure feels awesome !
But ...
There is one problem.

I am getting sleepy NOW. LOL
WTH MAN.
Sleeping for 9 hours , seems like it's still not enough !
I am going to sleep at 8.30 pm this time round.
BWAHAHAHAH !

Swirling

2011-07-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

My gosh.
I slept at 2 am yesterday
Thanks to my Icecrown Citadel(ICC) 10-Man Raid version , it lasted 3 hours.
I was the main character at the stage of the last boss. :D

Yeah , i was all deprived of sleep !
And i had to wake up at 6.30 am in the morning.
Gah.
Which is today

And i just reached home like , an hour ago or so ?
I'm so dead tired.
I think i'm going to drop dead on my bed soon.
It was supposed to be 8-1 pm. And i'm free to go home !

But ... i had a World Skills Singapore (a.k.a WSS) training
And err , a talk regarding my further studies.
Kinda demoralizing , eh.
I used to think that they are very lenient and even with 3.2 GPA , there's still a slim chance of getting into U.
But what , 3.8 ?
...

My chin fell to the ground when i saw at least 3.8 requirement for NUS.
Gasped.
Yeah , i had my WSS training from 1-3 pm , and i went for this talk , 3 - 4 pm.
And i went to have my lunch , "Subway ! Eat fresh !"
One foot long of Italian BTC(or was it BMT ? Forgot !) , yummy !

And ta-dah , went back for WSS training.
Intensive training , brain-wrecker !
Managed to hold out till 8 pm
And voila , i'm on the brim of blacking out right now
I seriously need that 8 hours of sleep starting from today.

Alright , catch you guys later
Gotta catch em' all ! POKEMON !

Sigh.

2011-07-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sigh , my brother's gone again.
He's going to Pulau Tekong again.
Zzz.

I think it's been more than a month since he's gotten into army.
I'm seriously , seriously so bored at home.
I am always alone at home , wakao.
And when i'm alone what can i do sia ?
WOW ? WOW and WOW ?
Nah , playing alone isn't fun at all
Dota ? Feels so weird.

And i have to wait till Friday , Saturday or even Sunday for him to come back then we can play together.
Oh gosh , hopefully let this time flies.
Sigh !

Come back soon , i need a playmate asap.

Fallen

2011-07-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Some Angels are Destined to Fall
There’s something achingly familiar about Daniel Grigori.
Mysterious and aloof, he captures Luce Price’s attention from the moment she sees him on her first day at the Sword & Cross boarding school in sultry Savannah, Georgia. He’s the one bright spot in a place where cell phones are forbidden, the other students are all screw-ups, and security cameras watch every move.
Even though Daniel wants nothing to do with Luce–and goes out of his way to make that very clear–she can’t let it go. Drawn to him like a moth to a flame, she has to find out what Daniel is so desperate to keep secret . . . even if it kills her.

This ... is truly a good book.
With that alluring storyline.
Well, it's pretty different from the vampires and werewolves chain ;d
This book is AWESOMEEEEE !
If i had the money , i'm gonna buy it and keep it for collection for sure ! :D

GO GO ! READ IT !

ENFP

2011-07-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hey ! PEOPLE !
Go and take this quiz !
I urgently urge you all to go for it !

Your Type is
ENFP
Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
22 38 25 11

LOL.
Nice score ?
Well , here's even much nicer details about the great , great me !

Like the other Idealists, Champions are rather rare, say three or four percent of the population, but even more than the others they consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life.
Champions have a wide range and variety of emotions, and a great passion for novelty.
They see life as an exciting drama, pregnant with possibilities for both good and evil, and they want to experience all the meaningful events and fascinating people in the world.
The most outgoing of the Idealists, Champions often can't wait to tell others of their extraordinary experiences.
Champions can be tireless in talking with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out.
And usually this is not simple storytelling; Champions often speak (or write) in the hope of revealing some truth about human experience, or of motivating others with their powerful convictions.
Their strong drive to speak out on issues and events, along with their boundless enthusiasm and natural talent with language, makes them the most vivacious and inspiring of all the types.

Video Profile of an Idealist Fiercely individualistic, Champions strive toward a kind of personal authenticity, and this intention always to be themselves is usually quite attractive to others.
At the same time, Champions have outstanding intuitive powers and can tell what is going on inside of others, reading hidden emotions and giving special significance to words or actions.
In fact, Champions are constantly scanning the social environment, and no intriguing character or silent motive is likely to escape their attention.
Far more than the other Idealists, Champions are keen and probing observers of the people around them, and are capable of intense concentration on another individual.
Their attention is rarely passive or casual.
On the contrary, Champions tend to be extra sensitive and alert, always ready for emergencies, always on the lookout for what's possible.

Champions are good with people and usually have a wide range of personal relationships.
They are warm and full of energy with their friends.
They are likable and at ease with colleagues, and handle their employees or students with great skill.
They are good in public and on the telephone, and are so spontaneous and dramatic that others love to be in their company.
Champions are positive, exuberant people, and often their confidence in the goodness of life and of human nature makes good things happen.

But it's super lengthy.
But overall , i'm a super rare person.
I KNEW IT. KYEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
And SEE SEEE !!!

Champions can be tireless in talking with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out

I LOVE THAT PART ! WOOHOO !!
And , ah ah ! TOLD YOU !
I am SPECIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

It's too bad , i'm just an unpolished diamond.
Okay , STOPPPPP.
You're super overrating yourself LOL.
Alright , i know.
But i'm just too excited !

To know that i'm just that 3-4% of the population. LOL.
And i DID think of being a teacher.
Of course , someone of my caliber ,should be a teacher ! HOHOHOHOHO !
Nah jk ;d
There's too much to ponder about

I'm gonna leave it to the 10 years later me to think about !
Alright then. Time to fly in the air , under the sea , above the skies(makes no sense LOL)

Steins;Gate

2011-07-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

Haiiiii XD
Did you notice something ?
I've changed my blog song ! (Y) !
WOOHOOO !
Doesn't it sounds awesomeeeee ?

Oh btw , i'm supposed to be a full-fledged-English-songs-only-guy
but now , sigh.
English songs can't satisfy me anymore. ;d
SERIOUSLY LEHHHHH !
No joke !

I can really know most of the english songs !
I mean , like , after the song starts playing for awhile or during the chorus , i will be able to recognize the song already ! (Y) !
I'm an awesome guy , right ? HEHEHE.
I am just like a TrackID™.
LOLLLLLL.

You got Sony Ericsson handphone ?
Come and compete with me !
Let's see who is faster !
*act act*
How can i possibly win when i'm competing with the internet sia !? LOL.

BUT ANYWAY ANYHOW !
Look at my title and the starting picture.
Steins;Gate.
IT'S REALLY INTRIGUING !
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRR INTERESTING !

But the theory of Time Machine in Steins;Gate is SO TRUE.
I mean , it's scientifically TRUE and all that !
But Time Machine is always ridiculous , because it's impossible to transverse in the 4D world and reaching another part of the 4D world , ending up in a whole new 3D world !

I was reading up on the fourth dimension on wiki !
WOOHOOOOOO !
But as i read on , my head started to throb LOLLL.
It's too much for me LOL.
YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME ? GO WIKI LOOK UP FOURTH DIMENSION.

I stared at this

for 5 minutes LOL.

And so many things were being processed in my brain !
Wow , imagine a 3D world

like this.

Inside that tesseract or what !
OH MY GOD.
Okay , i shall leave all the thinking to the 10 years later me.
For now, i shall have fun drinking more milk and grow taller
So that the 10 years later me won't feel regretful !

And also i must exercise more !
So that the 10 years later me won't be fat also !
If there's a time machine thats only able to send messages
I'm going to send a message to 5 years ago me

"Don't eat so much , go exercise and DRINK ALOT OF MILK ! And don't waste your money on Technika(Arcade game). Must STUDY HARD ! HARD HARD HARD ! SUPER HARD ! Must find a good girlfriend also ! Don't bully your teachers except for Mrs Lim ! Kay ?"

I am SO LIKE A DAD , TELLING HIS KID ALL THESE.
LOLLLLLLL !!
Alright , gotta catch a WINK.
(WOW , MY ENGRISH IS GETTING BETA AND BETA EACH DAI ! I LURB IT ! LOL !)

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

2011-07-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

What is this ?!
Yes , you're not wrong.
Your eyes are not playing tricks on you.
This is , INDEED.
THE REPUTABLE , FAMOUS AND LOL , HAIRY POKER AND THE DEADLY HELLOS.
LOLLLLL , that was SUPER FUNNY.

WARNING , SPOILERS BELOW.

Nineteen years later, Harry and Ginny Potter, along with Ron and Hermione Weasley and the Malfoys, now each married, see their children off on the Hogwarts Express. Harry's middle child, Albus Severus, worries about the possibility of him being sorted into Slytherin house. Harry tells his son of Snape's courage and assures him that Slytherin is a respectable house, but that the Sorting Hat will take into account Albus's preference for Gryffindor. Both couples watch proudly as their children leave.

Oh ! AND FOR EXTREME FANS , FANATICS.
Albus Dumbledore is a GAY.
A legit gay , not anyhow one ah !
Go google !
It seems that he's gay with his childhood friend O.O
Idk much , never really read the books.

Still waiting for the library to actually tell me when i'm able to borrow it !
But overall , i would give it a 9/10 !!!
I like the actions.
Really , since they're more like making up for the lacking of actions in part 1.

The storyline , woohoo !
Everything is finally revealed.
I won't want to spoil you guys if you haven' twach it yet.
Go watch it !
(Y) ! XD

Primary 4. The most eventful of my life.

2011-07-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

Sigh .. !
Why do people keep on harping on the fact that i'm not being logical here ?
Or i am very lacking of 'common sense' ? LOL.

Well , i don't know about the latter.
And i'm unsure about the first.
I was born , brought up , and instilled with this fact that everybody is kindhearted or whatever.

Yeah i mean , really !
Okay , i used to be (USEDTOBE. I'm now a freethinker) a Buddhist right ?
Well , all the aunties and uncles and big brothers and sisters were all superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr good !
They would always buy lollipops for me.

And i have this favourite big brother , he lent me a DVD about the Ne Zha , a cartoon lore about ancient Chinese mythology.
They're all so good !
But when i was in Primary 1 , there were always some idiots whom i hate to the core !

They would always hide my exercise books under the visualizer or what.
Damn bad one.
And when i became the king of flicking erasers with thumb , managed to show off !
And that's not all !
I would always eat so fast then i can finish one bowl of fried rice in 2 minutes and always buying one small bottle of vitagen !

Even the auntie recognizes me ! XD
And i would rush up to the hall and line up.
Being the first in line , i would feel so proud !
But then i always saw two opponents , always first and second in line.
Damn !
I didn't figure out how the heck did they accomplish that feat till one day , after the bell for recess went off , i stalked them xD

And voila , i've finally figured out why.
They just went straight to the hall , without going down for recess !
Hmph , the next day , i ran straight to the hall and sat down.
Feeling real proud , and seizing the first place of the first line !
It feel like i have just won an epic battle !

And they were so unhappy !
Fought it out with scissors paper stone.
WINNER IS ME ! NOOBS !
That's not all , i am also the king of drinking water !
I can drink a 500 ml in 20 seconds !

They need like a minute or so ! NOOBS !
I always liked being the leader !
Making a revolution !
Woohoo !
I was the real class clown when i was primary 4.

One of the most cruelest joke i have ever done , "Mrs Chong , i wish you will be divorced with your husband."
Wowwwww.

Mrs Chong asked me to go to her office , tears welled up in her eyes.
"You wanted my attention , didn't you ? You have my full attention now. Tell me what you want me to hear."

I .. was at a total loss for words.
That Mrs Chong who was always sooooo irritating and spoilsport !
And always siding with the girls !
And you know , i wanted to be the class rep !
I always wanted to be the class rep !

But you let Angela be the class rep !
Grrrrrrr !
But anyway , i kinda like Angela back then. ;d
(Psst , this is a secret. Angela is a good girl who was taller than me back then. She was always doing things that i couldn't. But we shared one thing in common , we do have our own personal diaries.)

And i came across one page she wrote about me !
It was all bad and mean stuffs , "That ming xuan is sitting beside me ! I don't want him to sit beside me ! He might use up my correction tape ! Teacher , i hope you can change his seat far far away from me !"
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I tore that page !
And ... i kinda got into trouble for it. LOL.
She tore some pages of my dairy too.
And all the girls in my class were like "Why you do something that horrible , Ming xuan ?"
And all the boys in my class were like "HAHA ! Serves you right ! Obi quek ! *chicken taunt* Nice job , ming xuan ! "

And err ... i'm still kinda sorry about that LOL.
Well , so many boys were all over me , i'm really like the leader. ;d
and Angela was like the leader of the girls.
LOL.
Every single day i would steal some of her pens and scribble and waste her inks !
Use her correction tape too !

Gahhhh.
Until that fateful day !
LOL , had a run-in with Mrs Chong !
And thus i was in a rash mood , scribbled onto my diary !
And said "Want see my diary ? 50 cents !"
Don't think it's ridiculous.

I was really , earning like $1 everyday !
My diary was so hilarious.
"Wah cannot take it liao. My stomach is so painful that i can feel my shit coming out. Like it's going to all fly out like explosion like that."
LOLLLLLL.
To each their own lah , it's still funny to me. ;d

And after Mrs Chong said all that , about me trying to get her attention.
I still don't know why i did all that , until when i think back LOL.
I wasn't trying to get Mrs Chong's attention.
I was just wanting to get everyone's attention.
I would rather be the odd one out than be the even.
I wanted to be special.

Words spread , the next day i was called down to the principal's office.
Wah , my most respected person in my whole primary school looked at me and sigh.
That person was my vice-principal , Mr Koh.
I felt so , so , so bad and truly guilty for the FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

But haiya , of course that won't end the domination of LMX mah !
I even wrote a page.
"How many bad words i know."
On the top of my diary's page.
And i turned the diary upside down and ta-dah.
I wrote it at the top corner of the page too ,
"Fuck.
Asshole.
Bastard.
Cheebye.
LEONARD."

P.S : I really , really detest that leonard guy that he's become like a taboo LOL.
And i got caught when Mrs Chong asked me to hand over my diary.
:<
She read it all and called my parents.
When i reached home , "Ming xuan. Very li hai(pro) liao hor ? You very long never eat teng tiao (cane) liao ah ?"
I got whipped like cream. LOL.

Boohoo , those happened when i was still in PRIMARY 4.
I've still got much more interesting stories.
HEHEHEHE. xD

XD

2011-07-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

Oh well well !
Look who's back :D
Told ya , i'll be blogging dailyyyyyy !
And now that i've finally changed my blog skin , i'm more keen than ever to blog !

And look at my counter , there are 50087 visitors , now that i'm at my own blog , it's 50088 !
5 0 0 8 8
Wo ni ni pa pa ! LOL !

Me you you pa pa !
Well getting back onto the topic !
Woohoo !
I have gotten back all of my test results !

What's the highest i've gotten ? :D
Disappointingly , i got a 78 for my micro-controller applications.
Well , i kinda figured i would range between 80-90 though.
SIGH !

And next , Computer Programming , Zzz.
76.
Damn it !

And lastly , my ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS II B RESULTS.
I'm so affected by this.
I scored 65.5 for it !
SIGH !
*Acts emo*

Why *act emo* ? LOL.
Well , i kinda expected me to either fail or borderline pass.
Well kinda unexpected for this one !
But , the results say that much
I haven't been studying , that's the truth !

But that's because i have to spent every single minute to play games with my brother before he goes off to his island-spree.
And now that he's finally gone , except back on the weekends.
I am now fully devoted to studies ! :D

And here's the quote that got me super motivated !

Genius is one percent inspiration, ninety-nine percent perspiration.
- Edison

How true eh.
Seems like i have to perspire more now !
*Sweat* !

But anyway , i'm currently have no idea where i'm supposed to be heading in life.
And i could have no idea too in the near-future.
But , till then comes , deal with present.
Should i ever make it that far, after all.
I wanna see how far can i bring myself to ;o

Trust me , i truly mean that previous line
Alrighty then !
Time to CRASH !
Tah-tah !

Why ?

2011-07-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

I wonder why ... i wonder how

Oh well well , look who is back ! :D
For some reasons , i'm pretty unsure of , uh.
I'm in a dilemma now

In this world , there are people with more experiences.
There are also people who are more educated.
To put it simply , practical and theory.
Some do well in practical , sucks in theory.
Some do well in theory , sucks in practical.

But you know what ?
Kok Heng's been telling me so much about this world !
It's not that i am not a practical person.
Well , all Capricorns are supposedly more practical than the other horoscopes so , i'm more practical as well.

They say i am naive ;d
Well , that may be true.
I don't believe in bigamy , neither do i believe in the overrated "Eternal Love"
When i browse through facebook , "I love you , darling."
Love ... LOL.
I couldn't help but laugh.

Mistakenly thinks love is equal to crush is somewhat dumb
And sooner or later , when the opposite sex does soemthing wrong , "let's break up."
What about all those "I love you 1314 forever till eternity. We are not born on the same day but i wish to die on the same day as you so i can accompany you till death." bull craps ?

Come on , i have come close to the brink of death for so many times.
My asthma always get the best of me.
It used to be way more fatal lol
I had a fall so bad that i landed headfirst on the ground from like 2 meters tall
And my forehead was full of blood , bleeding profusely
And i have to get admitted to a hospital for immediate operation

Ever since the tender age of 10 years old , i started to worry about my parents.
When will they reach the end of their lifespan
And i would get so upset over it that i would cry to sleep LOL.
Kinda stupid but yeah
I'm sensible at least !

And yes , i do believe in true love
But no , i don't believe in fate or destiny and religions.
Why ?

Fate , destiny , if you ever really ponder about it
It is REALLY STUPID.
"Yes , i struck toto ! This must be destiny."
"Damn , i failed my maths test. This is my fate ... sigh."

They just want to believe SOMETHING.
And for the latter , they just want to blame SOMETHING.
True , Albert Einstein's theory of relativity could indeed refers to the retribution and karma all sorts but that's on another whole level
To just find something they want to believe in , then erm ,
"Wah , i'm so lucky. The luck goddess must be beside me."

those are just pure superstition
They just need something , just something to believe in.
They couldn't find it in humans , they have to find it somewhere , be it supernaturally or naturally.
Like animals , snakes , rats or whatever.
And some believe in god , Jesus , buddhas.

Nah , this is not a form of mockery.
With all due respect , in my opinion , there is not a single bad religion(excluding satanism)
Since almost all of the religions teach you how to be a good human.
Good thing right ?
If there's such a thing to guide us as we proceed in our life , why not ?

But , my uncertainty can never be ascertained.
I have way too many questions that no one can ever answer.
I've tried asking , no one knows.

I guess i'm really too over-influenced LOL.
I only believes in probability and chances.
Never in fate and destiny.

And sigh.
Why do people always make fun of me ?
I mean , those super private space of mine which is a super sensitive and touchy subject that must never be touched , why do people have to probe into it ?
I hate comments like saying i'm ugly or what.

First , i know i am ugly
Second , i am ugly
Third , i believe all ugly people should not stand out. I firmly believe in it.

I am already trying to stay so , so much oblivious to my surroundings.
But i still can't attain that serenity.
Gosh.
And i don't understand why do people have to talk down to me like i'm some kind of third-rate. LOL.

That's fucking ridiculous.
I'm 'stupid' ?
Erm , okay.
How about you debate with me on the topic "Psychology"

I am a genius , i just don't specialize in that part , sadly.
But i am able to do overall a good job , i'm satisfied with it
But i don't want people to go like "He so stupid , want compare with you ?"
Zzz , if i REALLY PUT MY MIND INTO IT , i can accomplish even 100 marks.
Mind you.

Don't use my cons against people's pros.
If that is actually fair , i would actually prevail more on the topic of debating.
I would use some glamorous and extensive language that would awe everyone
Everybody is good in one thing or two or more.
Heard of the idiom , "Jack of all trades" ?
Yeah , good in everything , master of none.

One day , just one day.
If i ever find something that i am so , SO INTERESTED IN.
To the extent that it's so intriguing that i would even trade my laid back lifestyle for it , i would gladly do so.

And till that day comes , wait for it.
One day , i will be the one to awe everyone.
I'm 'stupid' ?

You all laugh at me because i'm different.
I laugh at you all because you are all the same.

Yawns

2011-07-12T00:58:00.001+08:00

Well , have to apologize for not blogging for such a long time !
Sorry ! D:

I was real busy recently. /facepalm
Know what ?!
It's kinda frustrating ! D:
Nah jk ;d

I'm just so busy with the AGV project.
Had to settle all my appendixes , which took up ALOT of my time , really.
Like 12 hours ? I think more than that lah.
But anyway , when i've finally finished it , it felt like a huge burden was just lifted off my shoulders and i felt a HUGE SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT.
That felt awesome (Y) !

With one project down FOR NOW , another project is here. /facepalm x2
My computer programming. WAKAO !
I guess i have to really quit wow LOL.
I mean , i'm playing like a few times per week leh.
Last time more worse , everyday play. No play = hand itchy.
ADDICTION , KILLS.

Okay , i will only play WOW on every Wednesday , Friday , Saturday and Sunday.
Yes , this is a huge goal i have set for myself.
And the rest of the days ?
Guess i'll just stone.
I just realized something ;d

When i am OVERWHELMINGLY BORED , i can't stay still
I HAVE to do something LOL.
And results in ?
STUDYING <---
Why do i have to caps STUDYING ?

Yeah , the great me never studies except for that one month before o's in his whole life !
And i'm studying , WOW ? LOL.
Guess it's a good thing that i'm real bored !
And another element causing me to be bored is because , when i reach home
I'm usually alone at home.

My mum's asleep , yeah well.
My cousin will be cooped up in his room.
So , i'm like all alone in the house.
Nothing to do. Gah.

Worse of all , i HAVE to do something.
and that explains why i actually studied LOL.
I wanna read up more on psychology , seriously.
It's a killjoy if it's not.

But fret not , from now on.
I'll be posting daily ! :D
Since i am SO BORED !
And ... ENJOY MY NEW BLOG SKIN XD

2011-07-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

LOOK ! IT IS SELENA GOMEZ'S NEW SONG !
KYAAAAAAAAH *FANGIRLING*
Nah joking , i just like her songs and her acting. ;d
She's so funny in Wizards of Waverly Place.

Come , read this.
You'll be rolling on the floor laughing literally !

A student comes to a young professor's office hours. She glances down the hall, closes his door, and kneels pleadingly. "I would do anything to pass this exam."
She leans closer to him, flips back her hair, gazes meaningfully into his eyes. "I mean," she whispers, "I would do anything."
He returns her gaze. "Anything?"
"Anything."

His voice turns to a whisper. "Would you... study?"

I LAUGHED SO BADLY LOLLLLL.

2011-07-10T03:03:00.000+08:00

You are highly intelligent with an IQ bordering on genius. In fact in certain types of intelligence you may even be within the genius category. People with such an IQ generally do well in any walk of life. They constitute less than 22% of the general population.

Some famous people in the Highly Intelligent bracket include: Benjamin Franklin, Bonaparte Napoleon, Geena Davis and Rembrandt van Rign.

See what i told you all along ?
I AM a genius. :D

... ...

2011-07-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair.
- William Cowper

Absence makes the heart grow fonder , eh ?
Well , pretty true.
Gahhhhhhh.
I think i'm undergoing some sort of epic mental changes or what.
What the heck man !

I think my hormones are all trying to have a revolution for a make-over.
-facepalm-
Why am i so , so , reminiscing about those stuffs nowadays ?
Gosh , i look so , SO EMO.

Oh please , don't group me together with those emo peeps
"why she no come find me .. *sad face x2* "
I'm different !
There's a clear difference between getting all emotional and getting sad over some puny reasons a.k.a emo !

And yes ! I am just having ... moments !
This has been haunting me so much.
GAHHHHH.
The more it haunts me , the more guilt i feel !!

Seriously , i have to , really get this off my chest !
There are too many secrets that i have never revealed that i have to expose now.
Can't take it anymore ;d
You know , i felt a huge burden being lifted off my shoulders when i posted the previous post !
I have a feeling that there's going to be another after this !

Okay , and here's my REGRET NO. 2 !
You know , there was this one time.
When i was angry at olksm.
If i'm not wrong , i think it was related to regret no. 1.
Yeah , after regret no. 1 incident happened , i am still kinda angry i suppose so.

I think that's what is the cause lah !
But anyway !
She ... came to me during recess.
She said that there was this guy who bullied her so much and she got scolded even though it's the guy's fault (if i remembered correctly)

And as she started to explain , tears welled up in her eyes.
And ta-dah , they started flowing.
I ... i don't really know what to do at that time lol.
I just .. looked at her.
Feeling uncertainty and some sort of uneasiness.

I was still unsure if she would commit the same mistake again.
So .. yeah , i can't really face her.
I don't want to have her locking her sight onto me.
And so , she cried.
I got soft , i should have done something.

Like bringing her to the toilet and give her tissue or what.
And confront that guy.
I really , REALLY SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT.
Or done something , i don't know.
Just , something.

Anything would have been better than me shrugging it off and passing some stupid comments like what i said exactly "Don't worry about him lah. He's a bastard , confirm get his retribution."
It was full of ... insincerity.
I probably didn't even mean it when i said it.
I am such , such a total jerk !

I really , ought to buy her some drinks.
Cool her down , perhaps.
And just , stay by her side or go confront that idiot.
What kind of a guy was i ? Looking at the girl i like , crying in front of me and yet doing nothing.
Wtf , the more i say the more angry i am at myself.

Screw you , LMX.
I wasn't so matured back then.
I had no idea that it would make me regret for so .. long.
Oh damn it.
It has been haunting me for so long.
And now i've finally gotten it off my chest.

PHEW.
That feels greats !
And you know what ?
Whatever chances i had back when i was in secondary school , are now reduced to zero.
Solely because that was the time we had the most significant thing in common , school.
Now ? No way.

And i am , truly and sincerely , sorry for not doing what i should have done that time.
I look like an incapable guy here now lol.
Let's end this off !

BTW ,
That was the first , and the last time i saw her cry.

The future presidential candidate !

2011-07-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

Research by Steven Rubenzer, Ph.D. and his colleagues suggests that the presidents that we consider to be the greatest were stubborn and disagreeable. The great presidents were lower on straightforwardness, vulnerability and order.
- Mentalhealth.com

Oh and you know what ?!
I have some comments that i am a very obstinate and stubborn guy like a bull !
Somehow , i guess after i stumbled upon this article , i'm getting proud of that fact ! LOL !

Well , not really stumbled.
My GEMS lecturer passed us the notes , and this article was in it.
The article was so much more detailed !

And you know what ?
i think i belong to the democratic personality trait for a leader ;d
Which means , i am a natural-born leader.
*a smug look*

Ah yeah , it's nothing lah !
Just my talent that was born along with this LIM MING XUAN , THE GREAT ONE only lah !
LOLOLOL.

Okay , i'm really , so tired !
It's been a real long day , been squeezing brain juice non-stop to create the perfect image of my automated guided vehicle !

SIGH.

2011-07-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

You will always be more dazzling than that in my heart.

Oh god.
My asthma is having a relapse.
Gosh , this is such a pain in the ass , seriously !
Have you ever wondered how asthma felt like ?

It hasn't gotten to a serious level yet , but it's still ... gah !
Now .. you take a big breath , you should be able to hold it more than 3 - 10 seconds
The current situation , breath in , 1-2s later , breath.
For some unknown reason , i don't think i can ever get past the 2 minutes limit
And if i forcefully try to take in a huge mouthful of air , my lungs will hurt so badly.

Yeah well , putting all of those aside.
I've come to a realization that i am ... actually
more observant than others.
perhaps this is my redeeming feature ? lol

I was pondering about so much , when i was in the toilet just now.
I probably , have some few regrets back when i was still in secondary school.
Now that i won't have to worry about oqiwjoimslkm looking at my blog now , oiansdoinasodina has probably stopped coming to my blog for a super mega long time now.
I can finally , pour everything out !

This is just what i love to do !
Because such problems , i can't seem to find a fitting person to pour out to.
There's always this , dependable and dear , diary of mine. :D

First ... there was this one time
When qoisjoaidmaslkm said that oaisjoim wants to have onigiri.
It was about 4-5 pm when aosmklm said that.
And so , brimming with happiness , i took a bus and headed down to causeway point.
Ta-dah , went to the basement floor and bought 3 onigiris !
Two for alksm , if it's not enough , i'll give aosimd mine !

Well , had to take the bus again , all the way.
To this place , known as Woodlands checkpoint.
It's like a circle.
Just that it stretches over , for like 5-8 km i guess.

I alighted at the wrong stop !
Because i had absolutely no clue on how to get there lol
I called lakmd's friend and asked
And eventually reached her block.
Waited ...

Yeah well , aslkdm didn't reply my message for like 3 hours already.
"Another 5 more minutes."
It's 8 pm already.
"Another 10 more minutes !"
It's 8.10 pm already.

And the more i procrastinate , it turned to be 9 pm already !
Sigh , been waiting for more than 4 hours.
Headed back to bus stop , already reaching 10 pm.
"Oh no. Today's a Saturday."
Peak period.

Bus only comes every hour or so.
Waited till 11 pm , still not a single 913.
Kinda .. depressing. lol.
And i gobbled all three of the big onigiris up.
My dad hailed a taxi and home sweet home.
I reached home about 12 plus.
And a few minutes later , aslkdmlk replied.

And ..
I just have to feel so bad about it as i think back.
I got angry.
I was mad at aslkm.

I am really .. helpless.
And i just have to be so obstinate about being right.
That i kept emphasizing on this part , waited for 5 hours or more.
"My dad has to take me home."
I just kept emphasizing on that line.

And worse comes to worst , we kinda got into a fight !
Sigh !
I really , regret that part , SO MUCH.
That's my number one regret , when i was still in school.
And the next day , she ended up apologizing to me.

I should have acted more like a gentleman and shrug it off , seriously !
I should be more sensible !
GRRRR ! I'm so angry at myself !
*Ruffles with hair*

If only i can turn back time
Yeah too bad , not possible !

Sweet !

2011-06-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

And now without further ado , this is the wedding of my cousin , Cream Seah and Clarence Chua !
Yes , you are not wrong !
My cousin married yesterday.
I didn't have time to blog about it because as soon as i got back , it was nearing midnight !

And i have to rush my projects LOL.
My appendix 1 for Design & Fabrication , whereby we have to do a project of a moving , Automated Guided Vehicle.
-facepalm-

Sounds hard right ?
Yeah indeed ;d
But with a genius like me in jinxian's group , of course.
The workload is lifted off by 10 times.
Because i'm too pro , oh hoh hoh hoh ! XD

But then , kinda stressful !
Because i'm always so last minute , bad bad attitude of mine.
Gotta turn over a new leaf ! (Y) !
Okay , getting back on topic !

Guess what ?
It's kinda sweet looking at the bridge and bridgegroom
-Wait , i just typed BRIDGE. LOL , i'll leave it there for entertainment purposes-
And they were walking on the red carpet , weet !
Sweet eh !

But not to mention , free food is also , weet !
Even though me and my smaller cousin sat together , APART FROM THE REST OF OUR WHOLE FAMILY :(
We were like the outcasts , that's what we thought LOL.
Yeah , until we settled down and voila.
One beautiful lady sitting in front of us ! WEEE !

Although make-up's thick , it's passable ;d
And later on , i found out that she's a mega rich person , zomg.
BMW , wtf man !?

But anyway , when the dishes were being served , *salivating*
Looks so tasty and yummyyyyyyyyy !
It was kinda awkward , there being only 5 people in a 10-people table , LOL.
We're too less-overcrowded. ;D

And one of the ladies , ate before attending this wedding dinner.
And another of the ladies , is a vegetarian !
And so , the rich lady eats a little.
So me and my cousin have to eat up all of the rest , considering the fact that it's a 10-man portion. LOLLLL!

Well , having good food to eat and kinda at peace !
Was so focused on eating , within no time , i'm kinda full.
Then ...

There were actually three abalones !
I ate one because it was simply too irresistible LOL !
But , sigh.
What is so good about abalone ? SERIOUSLY !
That tangy feeling ?
Or that natural taste that it comes with ?
Idk , not much of a gourmet but just able to discern above-average , below-average and normal foods !

Three abalonesssss ~~~ WOOHOOOOOO ! LOL !
You know what did the rich lady say ?
"You going army soon , must be strong and healthy ! Here ! Eat more ! Later when the abalones come ah , i want see you eating 3 of them !"
LOLLLL.

My mum asked "Eh , you got leave some for them or not ? Don't keep on eating leh , you must be a gentleman !"
Me : *chuckles* , "It is not me that's not leaving food for them. It is them leaving all the food for me" LOL.

Three whole abalones ...
YUMMY TASTY OHGGFULL !
Real full. :<
And then , DESSERT !
I forgot the name , it's too friggin' long !

But there's orange-y thingy food , idk what it's called poemelon or what lah ! Whatever ! LOL
In addition to it , mango puree(sorta diluted)
And some other secret recipes that i'm not allowed to find out nor are they allowed to reveal !
But actually , is i never ask only. LOL !

Are you full of envy or jealousy ? :D:D:D:D:D
Nah , com'on , it'll be your turn anyway !
I even earned $8 for attending the wedding dinner. LOL !
Ta-ta !

All the best to me , for my Computer Programming open-book test tomorrow ! XD

Zzz.

2011-06-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

Nah , the Zzz doesn't mean i'm sleepy or tired.
It just means zzz.
In my context , it means sian and ...
Sian + ... = zzz.
Why so , you ask ?

Yeah well , for the first time of this year.
I actually offered to play dota LOL.
Ridiculous as it may sounds
But really , this is the first time of me initiating DotA.
But originally , we were supposed to play Heroes of Newearth one.

Then i was on the phone with Alfred
He and Jinxian were waiting for me LOL.
I'm sorry to say , after patching garena messenger
I still have to patch HON LOL.

After that , started playing dota.
Yeah after one hour of delay , finally started my first round of dota !
Yeehaa , first round was me and jinxian only.
Pure ownage !
And laughed at those noob pubs
(Lookie : Pubs is a term coined by idk who but , it means public-s , outsiders and also generally noobies , greenhorns)
Really , i was being a real critique !

But anyway , won the first match !
Played second one , this time !
XJ and Edwin and PC joined me and JX.
Woohoo , happy play !
Too easily owned those pubs even without batting an eyelid XD

Remake-d within 20 minutes !
And this time , really posed no challenge to us
Won , way too easily.
Like a breeze , man !
It was super fun lol , having such easy wins and playing with friends , ya' know ?

Then Edwin said
"Eh , next round me and XJ scourge."
"If not , no challenge."
"MX is a challenge !"

. . . . . .
Sigh.
You know how much i hate this type of half-assed inhouse matches ?
Zzzzz ---this is where it begins. Had i known it would come to this , i would have never bothered asking them to come and play.
What's the point of playing WITH friends but they're on the enemy side ?
That defeats the purpose of asking them to come and play with me in the first place.

That f-u-c-k-i-n-g defeated the purpose.
I fucking can't see the point of playing WITH and playing AGAINST.
Where's the supposed-to-be-shared joy going ?
Yeah , split between a rivalry and THEN split between the winning team.

(1/2 x 1/5) + ( (1/3 x 1/2) + (1/2 x 1/4) )
This is the probability of the shared joy of rivalry.
= 1/10 + (1/6+1/8)
= 1/10 + (8/48 + 6/48)
= 1/10 + 14/48
Well , i'm too lazy to calculate.
The result is what you see here.

"Mx , my last match alr. Come leh"
Sigh. Played , reluctantly.
Me teamed up with two pubs , PC and JX.
Scourge is Edwin , XJ and 3 pubs.
This is why , i fucking hate in house.

Winner jump for joy , losers cower in a corner and stay there.
Zzz , the point ?
No fucking point is made.
In other words , meaningless.
Not just that , i was really , REALLY HAPPY.

To just own and play with them. And i mean , really , exhilarated.
Then ask me fight against them , wow.
Where did all those enthusiasm i had when i just started to play dota a few hours ago went ?
Went down the drain , filled with mixed feelings of agony and anger and bored.

Play lor. Already fking sian liao They at opponent's team , keep on bullshitting , what
XJ :"now is night time. batman is here."
I didn't reply
Edwin : "He's dumbfounded."
(I think i need to emphasize this part.) - He's DUMBFOUNDED. -

My reply to Edwin's egoistic and provocative sentence ,
"Smlj."
"Diam lah."

Edwin :"nxt time dun ask me play whatever shit liao"
Edwin : "thts some fucking cool attitude you have there"
Fellow readers , read for yourself.
Whichever , piece of shit , started it first ?
This is fucking retarded , i'm in the wrong here all of a sudden.
Wow , awesome.

First , you fucking spoiled my fun.
Second , you humiliated me in front of my friends
If it's just PC , i don't mind. But JX , my poly friend.
Close but not as close as i am with PC.
Third , taunt and taunt and taunt.

What the FUCK is your problem ?
I agreed to play , even with this amount of reluctance , i carried on.
You still find it not satisfying and have to HUMILIATE ME FURTHER ?
And now PUSH THE BLAME ONTO ME , by saying that cool attitude of mine ?
Wow , in front of my FRIENDS.
Idgaf whoever you are.

So what ?
First round of humiliation not enough , still have more energy for more ?
I'm sorry , but i don't have that much of capacity to hold your ego.
I'm sorry , you didn't hear me ?
Humiliating me IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS
Big enough ?

So please , don't go off acting like you're the fucking princess here.
Know your place , no matter whoever it is , i will NEVER LIKE IT when others humiliate me in front of my new friends.
Congratulations , now there's this fucking awesome barrier of awkwardness between me and JX , because he has this fear that i might become like this to him.
Thank you , so much , Edwin Pang Wei Lun.

If you still don't think you are at fault , idgaf , srsly.
Who the fuck do you think you are ?
Just because you're my friend doesn't give you the rights to humiliate me in front of my friends.

There is a boundary of seriousness here that i must emphasize on.
I'm sorry to say this , but you just overstepped that line.
Perhaps you thought that i am omnibig enough to take all of that humiliation ?
No.

Go fucking reflect upon yourself.
If others are curious about how the match turned out , which is of no importance to me but only moments of jubilation.

It was a struggling match but we managed to triumph and reign in victory.

Call me the chameleon , Charmander !

2011-06-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Come on , listen to my blog song.
ISN'T IT AWESOME ?
IT IS FREAKING AWESOME , OKAY ?!

I stumbled upon this song when i was watching Vampire Diaries.
It's such an awesome song , eh !
I seldom like songs that's all acoustic and few or one instrument.
But piano playing this type of soothing , calm and nice sound
I'm really a sucker for this sort of instrumnt LOL.

And so.
I have really changed , big time , eh !
Why would i say that ?
You know , in the past.
I would get angry seldomly but yet appeased SUPER EASILY within 5 minutes.

And as time goes by , 5 minutes would extend.
10 minutes, 20 minutes or so.
Yeah well , it's kinda affecting my overall eh.

Sigh.
Plus the rebellious phase i was in , *shakes head*
Rebellious phase = paranoia + insomnia LOL.
Kinda rhymes , paranoia and insomnia !
(Y) !

Come on , everyone definitely has this rebellious phase in their life !
Don't look at me like i don't have it , oh please. LOL !
I'm a normal human as well eh !

It is kinda like a pain in my ass , the rebellious phase
Because now that i think back , it's kina stupid LOL.
And it's been really bugging me ;(
SIGH ! *Shakes head again*

But the main issue here is !
Actually , i am changing , BIG TIME !
Idk why , but i guess i changed for the better ?
I mean , i'm already a good guy
Now i'm a better guy.
And sooner or later i'll turn into the BEST guy. LOLLL.

OVERRATED , MUCH.
But , seriously !
Don't be infatuated with this personality of mine.
I'm shy but proud to have this personality !
Because i doubt anyone out there would have this eccentric-yet-sophiscated fun-yet-temperamental optimistic-yet-easily bored attitude.
See ? My personality is one whole long sentence.

HAHA , YOURS !?
ONE WORD DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY.
NOOB !
Nah i was just kidding.
No but seriously !
LOL !

Come on , you gotta admit that i'm real unique , right !
I gotta say that no one out there can really be like me , BOOHOOHOOHOO ! :>
See ? Told ya , i'm a changed man , ugh , i hate the word man.
Rewind !

See ? Told ya , i'm a changed guy ! Ugh , guy sounds so ... grown-up !
REWIND !!!

See ? Told ya , i'm a changed boy !
Now it sounds better !
Doesn't it ?
Oh come on , i know you're agreeing with me on this ! XD

Alright that , gotta CRASH. LOL.

Weirdddd !

2011-06-20T16:24:00.008+08:00

Oh gawd , i'm sorry that i haven't been blogging for the past few days
There are so many things i wanna say !
Like

"Suck me , beautiful"
The Vampire Diaries
How much of a change have i undergo
The uncertainty of my future

Yeah well , i gotta do better than that ;o
Anyway , today was another .. normal day.
I slept at 9 am , yeah all thanks to The Vampire Diaries.
I mean , today , like yeah on this normal Monday
So yeah , it was ridiculously normal

And i had some ... weird dreams
Like vampires or etc
Gosh , i can barely remember it
But when i woke up , wow
I felt my right hand was like , tied up ? LOL
It's just an unconscious feeling while being asleep

Yeah i raised my right hand and ta-dah
Wow, i saw this Casio watch on my wrist !
Woohoo , guess it wasn't a dream after all ! (Y) !
It's a real cool watch , seriously !

I wish i can take pictures and post it but .. ya'know ,
i'm never not photogenic LOL
So uh , yeah well.
I gotta crash now !
Tomorrow morning gotta get to school for WSS.
Gah.

Hello world

2011-06-16T14:46:00.001+08:00

Oh yahhhhh. I had totally forgotten about posting WSS.
It's known as World Skills Singapore , abbreviated as WSS !
Cool eh , the name !
WORLD SKILLS. Some that involves the world indeed LOL.

And skills match up to that of an international recognized level !
So , let's see.
If you do well , you will be recognized all over the world and famed as the Champion !
But let's say if you don't do well , LOL.
Two letters for you , "G G".

What exactly is World Skills about ?
That kinda depends on what you are doing ;d.
Since there's like World Skills , ranging from Cooking all the way to Computer , designing and etc.
It's soooo wide that is' nearly endless to name them all xD

And so !
I'm currently in WSS : Mechatronics for SP.
And tow years ago , my bro was in WSS for TP.
I'd probably said this before but still , my blood boils whenever i'm reminded of it !
He's the champion but fuck.

This topic is kinda touchy as of now , since it involves higher-ups meddling so what i am thinking , if i say it out , i might be sued LOL.
But w/e.
Kinda unfair that my brother lost this chance to rise Singapore to fame so , yeah well.

If you think that serving the country temporarily can't be futher delayed and is more important than having the opportunity to actually shine under the spotlight for Singapore.
Whatsoever , rofl.

Kinda screwed up , the way they think.
They just lost another chance of earning themselves more business due to losing a more reputable trophy to add to their hall of fame.
And i really , really can never believe it.
Government to be so unfeeling enough to actually shoo these problems away as though it's nothing ?

If i think in PM LSL's shoes , i reckon that since we won't have anything to lose but everything to gain ,
I would simply encourage those whom can further pave a future for themselves to go for it.
Kinda dumb since it gets obstructed by those miscenellous thingy.
*Ahem*

Back !

2011-06-15T02:21:00.000+08:00

Yeehaa ~ !
Here i am !
I'm back to blogging daily ! :D

Oh well.
Look at the time now !
It's 1:33 am LOL !
But nah , i have to sleep by 2.
Everyday , i'm reducing what time i am sleeping by 30 minutes.

the day before yesterday , i slept at 3 omg.
Yesterday at 2.30.
Today , at 2 am !

Yeah and so , today
(BTW , my 'today' won't end unless i sleep till the next day then it's counted as 'tomorrow')
Woke up at 9 am , slept again till 9.05 am , slept again till 9.10 am , slept again till 9.15 am , slept again till 9.20 am , slept again till 9.25 am , slept again till 9.30 am.
KAY STOP ! LOL !

I really did that , so don't be awed
I guess i must be really tired. Gah.
Have to rush to school because i'm like on time for the meet-up.
Just that i'm on time , at home , not at the meet-up. LOL.

Yeah so rushed to school and guess whut ?!
It's fun to exercise your brains with some Sudoku ;o
And wow , when i reached the workshop , there was only me huihan darren and jinxian !
P.S , they're my classmates.

Jinxian is my group leader , so.
I made him wait for an whole hour , really sorry ! D:
But anyway , did some discussions over our AGV.
A.k.a automated guided vehicle.
I have no idea why it's automated instead of automatic ;d

But well , we managed to get the rear wheels.
And mind you , it's no easy task.
I mean overall , it's gonna take us like over 100 hours + to get everything completed !
And sooner or later , it's time for programming.
Programming the AGV to follow the tape with the light sensor below.

Then , moving forklift.
*crack knuckles*
It's gonna be so much fun for sure ! :D
Alright then , i'm off to sleep.
G'nights everyone XD

WALAO !

2011-06-14T01:52:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
I can't believe this is happening to me again. -.-
Gosh.
Seriously !

I'm no longer a kid !
Well , i love to fool around of course , maybe that is what making me childish but then
Being childish and being a kid is different ! *makes cross with both hands*

Surely , i hope that i can outgrow all my shirts and hmph.
You will be saying "wow , how much you have grown all these past years , mingxuan !"
Then you will realize i'm no longer a kid !
Then i'm finally , FINALLY AUTHORIZED TO RIDE MY BICYCLE !
Darn it !

I'm already 17+.
My parents still prohibit me from riding on my bike.
Seriouslyyyyy !!!

YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY ?
"Last time , i saw you riding your bike across the traffic lights while it's red color."
I only did that ONE time , when i was PRIMARY 6.
OH EM EFF GEE ?
-Bang on table-

Gosh , am i really that worrisome ?
I mean , i'm like an otaku right now.
Or more like Hikkikomori.
(For more info , please wiki hikkikomori)

I hardly go out some more ! ;d
Sigh , i wanna grow up and outgrow my shirts.
But another part of me , wanna grow DOWN and be like 9 years old. LOL.
YOU SEE !?

LIFE IS ALWAYS FULL OF IRONY.
Nah , idk about yours , but mine is definitely full of irony.
I wanna do this but i wanna do that.
I am like this but i am like that.

It's better if i can squeeze them all and merge , fuse them TOGETHER !
Becoming one single personality , equality.
Neutral in every aspects of personality.
Yeah , that is , ROBOT. LOL.

Gah.
I better get to sleep now.
Kids must always turn in earlier. -facepalm-

Oh my god.

2011-06-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

Just had a perfect date , with that special someone. XD
She puts on a cloak of femininity.
That gracious aura of hers.
When she smiles , i couldn't help but to stare at her smile intently.
That cheerful and contagious smile , whoever had seen it , could not help but to smile along.

She was a godsend.
That's not all.
To top it off , she is so short.
Like 160 cm only !
And she's got a real cute face !

Thus , categorized under my Fascinating Cup Of Tea group.
Don't be jealous. xD

Can you believe it ?
I'm on a date with this kinda of dream girl.
But , she has an awesome sense of humor , we share the same interests some more !
Watched movie with her !

I even left half of the armrest for her.
And she laid her right arm on it. My left arm on it.
Each occupying half of the armrest.
Perfect fit. *grins*

I'm addicted and i just can't get enough.
I just can't get enough.
I just can't get enough.

I woke up.
It was only a dream.
Fmylife.
And i changed my ringtone after that. LOL.

6 days more.

2011-06-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

There's about less than week left till my brother gets into NS.
It's kinda sad though , his coming of age. Zzz.
This NS thingy is like a rite that every men in Singapore must go through.
Kinda like a religious ceremony , more like a ritual LOL.

Oh well , he's laying waste of his life anyway. ;d
He's been sitting motionlessly in front of his computer , without batting an eyelid.
I know what he's doing ... he is watching those sketchy stuffs. Hehehe. XD

Oh well , it's understandable.
It is his last week to enjoy such cardinal pleasure. LOL.
Gogo watch more !
I sound pretty wrong , eh !

Gah. Time flies D:

Space-time continuum

2011-06-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

This is so interesting to me !
There is a significant link between all of these , to Big Bang.
Big Bang is an easy theory xD
The immense compression of potential energy to an ultimate point , then ta-dah !
You get "Universe" !
Pretty awesome theory , anw !

Space-time continuum is even more fascinating.
Using space and time , two different quantity as one , continuum.
It's so interesting LOL !
I sure wish i can learn about these all from like "Professors" or so.
I wanna ask Dr. Ram something too !
But i'm feeling kinda awkward , we hadn't talk for so long.

But nevertheless , he is still a good teacher who inspired me , along with 3 other teachers ! :D
Here are some brief introductions !

In physics, spacetime (or space–time, space time) is any mathematical model that combines space and time into a single continuum. -Wiki

In mathematics, Euclidean space is the Euclidean plane and three-dimensional space of Euclidean geometry, as well as the generalizations of these notions to higher dimensions.
The term “Euclidean” distinguishes these spaces from the curved spaces of non-Euclidean geometry and Einstein's general theory of relativity, and is named for the Greek mathematician Euclid of Alexandria. -Wiki

If i really have the time and enough knowledge , i will probably be pondering about this space-time continuum theory for one whole day , doing experiments.
It could be linked to Electromagnetic Forces too , EMF.
Yeah , i think that it's linked. ;d
And we are giving off more EMF when we are emotionally unstable , you know ? XD
This is why people claim that they are able to see ghosts !

But ghosts are actually non-existent but just remnants of strong feeling acting towards and especially sensitive to EMF.
I wish to dabble in Quantum Physics.
I too , need some bits and bits of Chemistry and Biology.
Damn it , i am too lacking in these fields.
I hate it , whenever i think back.
I wasn't working hard. D:

Yeah well , but now !
I'm a new moon(should be man) !
Seems like i am getting belittled , eh !
It is now time , to unleash my full potential.
I mean it xD

After next week , my brother will be in army.
I will be exercising extreme self-control.
And voila , i'm aiming for D.
D for Distinction LOL !
Be it programming or whatsoever.
I have watched "The Three Idiots" yesterday !

I learnt something real meaningful.

In the midst of all these competition , results are all that matters. But we have really , really forgotten something that was supposed to be real essential. That is , learning. We study to learn in the first place. Now ?

We study to survive.

Real meaningful eh !
I just summarized them though. ;d
Alright , i'm getting to bed damn early now. LOL !
It's 9:40 pm.
Can't take it , just real tired. ;d
Spent some real time pondering while in MRT.

TIME !

2011-06-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Remember when i posted the video about the nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan video ?
Yeah , what happens if kids were to watch it ?

Ta-dah ! LOL !

Alight , getting back.
I'm real busy nowadays , sian !
Hopefully i will be able to take some time out !
I need to strengthen my foundation for Maths.
I know i've said this before , but i am really , really regretting it !
For not taking A-Maths back in Secondary School.

But anyway , it's just that i've joined the wrong school.
You know , if you are going for academic-wise , go for Riverside.
CCA-wise *coughadssonlyfamousforroboticsanywaycough* , go for admiralty.
Well , ADSS sucks real bad now , without the guidance of Mr Wee's , so try getting admitted into ADSS at your own risk xD

Yeah , i'm setting a real good example ! (Y) !
Because RSS provides every class with A-Maths and POA and triple science , you choose what to drop. ;o
ADSS ?
You good , you get POA OR A-Maths.
That's only on the mathematical side.

For science ?
YEAH ! If you are bad at science , they throw you combined science (chemistry/physics) OR (chemistry/biology).
Why don't have (Physics/Biology) sia , seriously !
And if you are good at science , you would definitely take Pure Chemistry , then either Pure Physics or Pure Biology.
(N).

Triple science , not possible.
Triple maths , not possible also.
Wts ! SERIOUSLY !
And you ruined my SECONDARY MEMORIES BY NOT GOING OVERSEAS !
STUPID CHANGI CAMP !
ADSS YOU SUCKS !

Oh well , what's done is done.
No point crying over spilled milk.
Speaking of milk !

Nothing is better than gulping one glass of Marigold Australian Milk !
!00% Australian , 100% Fresh.
Superb taste ! xD

Alright , i'm going off to bed now !
Tah-tah !

Run bah ! MY CHILD !

2011-05-29T03:54:00.004+08:00

Just went down for a jog with Jiaan , Dien and Christopher.
Gosh , it surely has been so long since i last seen them. ;o
I can't believe it !

I am actually getting so tired and out of breath only after two rounds around the school ?
WHUDDA !?

Seems like i am getting more and more out of place.
Hafta get more in phase ! (Y) !
Hopefully i'm motivated to move my lazy ass off the chair and go down for a jog.
I used to be able to jog for 8 rounds.
Well , not anymore , i suppose. D:

I'm fattening !
Fattening is a good word , in the process of getting fat. LOL !
Yes , put it simply , i am fat !
65 KG for 170 CM.
Damn , my BMI is just about to reach obese.
5 more kg to obese.

Why !
How did i turn out so fat ?!
I think i have to go for some slimming treatment.
I'm going to use a defibrillator and kill away all my fats !
At the same time , that's equivalent to killing myself as well. LOL !

Managed to catch up a little before Christopher had to RUSH HOME FOR DOTA.
Slap him can ?
Had to emo double date with dien and jiaan.
Sianz !

We walked over to Woodlands Mart to buy Slurpee.
Well , not us.
Jiaan was the only one.
He bought it with EZ-Link card.
Gosh , i never knew 7-Eleven accepts even EZ-Link card.
It truly lives up to it's name , 24/7 convenience store.

Me and dien are the leechers LOL ! XD
Drank for free , BAHAHAHAH !
But drank not that much lah !
I'm not that bad !

Bade farewell and au revoir and hasta la vista and kiss goodbye ~
LOL , ignore the last one.
But anyway , it surely has been too darn long !
I really ought to get more in shape for running.
I'm in no shape to get gold for napfa. ;d
But , haiya.
I'm such a talented boy , what else ?

I have a ~~smug~~ face of a genius.
Don't underestimate me !
I might win Nobel's prize one day.
Not Noel's prize ah.
I have a classmate in school , his name is Noel.
LOL. And we always confuse others about his gender xD

Look at this NOEL VERMILION.
CHIOBU PLS.
Cannot compare ! LOL !
Okay , i better get to sleep now.
Have to wake up early tomorrow to fix my power point slides for my automated guided vehicle !
G'nites !

2011-05-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

I simply love this song LOL !
Hey hey hey !
Come try this thing out !
Nyan Cat

You know, i listened up to 8 hours for this LOL !
SHUPER AWESHOME !
ENJOY !

2011-05-26T03:44:00.000+08:00

YEAH ! THIS IS THE HIP NOWADAYS !
Let's all shuffle and shuffle and shuffle ~ :D
Enjoy !
I really like this song. ;d
IMO , it's better than the previous LMFAO songs.
Finally , one fitting enough to hype us up !

2011-05-25T14:54:00.001+08:00

GOGO WATCH THIS !
This is wtf to the core LOL.
Especially at the ending part , omg !
So obsceneeeeee !
I could even get tainted too easily due to me being such an innocent boy !
LOLLLLL.
-BISH-

Hapa Vagiday !

2011-05-24T23:46:00.005+08:00

Well , happy birthday to this vegetable , Ng Chee Hao !
Damn it , i wanted to download his photo via Facebook and gray-scale it !
FAILLLLLL ! D:
It's gonna look so like a funeral photo xD
I'm so mean , oh yeah !
But i like it LOL !

Yeah so , all 6 of us headed over to JH's house !
We had a blast ! (Y) !
And if i remember correctly , that Ben laughed like mad when someone posted "Hope you have a blast !" on cheehao's FB wall. LOL.
He just has the wrong conception of BLAST.
That's all LOL.

And wow ... pohcheong and JJ sure are good at picking birthday gift. ;o
You know what's the birthday present ?
One awesome ~~vibrator~~ *AHEM* , legally it's called a MASSAGER.
Yeah it's legit , since he's over 18.
First birthday greeting started off like this : "Hey Cheehao. Don't anyhow anyhow. Always must have protection !"
(Y) ! LOL !

Played Naruto : Ultimate Ninja Storm 2 !
Well , i bought the game for 35 bucks.
COOLZXC !
Second-hand though !
But , who cares !
I'm still the reigning champion. BWHAHAHAHAHA.
I won for like 10 and lost only 1 or 2 matches xD
I'm just too awesome !

Had pizzas for dinner !
Stuffed with six slices , yummy ~ !
Canadian Pizza , 2 for 1 !
For more info , please contact 6241-0241 or go google and look up on Canadian Pizza.
Thank you for your time.
LOL , what are you ? a promoter ?

There's a total of 6 bottles of soft drinks/teas. WTF.
In the end , we only managed to finish 3 bottles LOL.
And now , for the epic anticipation that we have all been looking forward to !
THE FLOUR WAR ! WOOHOO !
I should strike that off , it's one-sided.

Yeah well , the original idea was to pour all of the flour over cheehao.
He even wore black so that we could bleach it for him , how kind !
I knew they were up to something.
And so .. exposed !
They devised a strategy , wtf ?

We went to first floor and started playing.
Taped cheehao's legs and pull off the tapes.
He would go "Oh my ~ So pain !"
SARCASM TTM.
We pulled those hairs on his knee.
"EH THIS ONE PAIN PAIN !! REALLY PAIN !!!!"
LOL , 180 degrees change ! (Y) !

Pouring flour halfway , ALL THREW FLOUR AT ME.
WTF !
And so , it's the beginning of the one-sided war.
When i don't even have a single packet of flour , how unfair !

And now , six against one.
But , come on.
I ran at the speed of a jaguar's.
They can't even catch up to me , not to mention pouring flour over me ?
A big no-no !

Here comes their strategy.
Each of them was dispatched to their 'station' to perform some ambushing on me.
Six against one great king.
Sigh.

That just indicates that the magnitude of my power is far greater than that of a mortal's.
Mua-hah-hah-hah-hah ! LOL.
In the end , i was the one covered from top to toe with flour throughout !
SIAN !

Thanks JH for lending me your shirt , towel and toilet.
And sorry for dripping those rice flour + flour + water on your floor.

No worries , i am still the reigning champion of Naruto.
I am also the great king that won't fall no matter what.
Call me Alexander the Great XVII. XD

Eenie Meenie

2011-05-23T22:50:00.003+08:00

SAD
... ...
Why ?
Lol , why do people just have to look at me with those sort of eyes.
I can tell , seriously.
I will aways know it , clearly , when you are looking at my skin.

Why ?
I am extremely sensitive to such matters.
Trust me , humans are so foolish lol.
As a matter of fact , they are to an extent that it's silly.

They really should stop being so judgemental.
So what if i have eczema ?
Why can't you keep it to yourself ?
You see a guy , with many scars and reddish spots.
Others would just *stare* and look away as soon as i looked at them.

This is already the fifth time.
The FIFTH TIME.
THE FIFTH TIME.
People just have to give me false hope.
They really love doing that , don't they ?

"It can be cured. I've seen people with much worse case than yours."
Oh yeah ?
Screw yourself ?
If eczema can be cured , that researcher would already be awarded a Nobel prize.

Because it is so complicated such that every single skin cells are affected.
More prone to external harms.
That's eczema , to cure it ?
Change my DNA or throw away all my current cells and plant in modified cells into me.
Yeah , two ways.

I can win a Nobel already that way.
Say what ?
"People were cured of this totally. Never to act up again."
I am ... just a seventeen years old kid.
Why do you all just have to feed me so , so full with all that 'hope' covered in voidness ?

Sure , i am foolish enough too.
Or rather , i am SILLY ENOUGH.
To even believe them , not once , not twice , not even thrice , but five times.
How gullible.

And i am just too naive to even have the curiosity.
I am stricken with guilt enough to have spent more than $500 of my parents' money just for this sickness of mine.
I would really love for it , to keep with what the experts are saying.

Just to moisturize is enough.
Please do not feed me with hopes that it's plausible for my condition to be fully cured.
It's all bulls , and being a gullible guy , i would most likely be convinced again.

This is also why .. i really hate myself for.
I am stricken with guilt enough for wasting my parents' money.
I am morally near-zero.
I have no confidence.
I never have any courage.

This sucks.
It sucks to be me.

However , knowing me.
It's not like me to dwell on the pessimistic side for some time ;D
So ...

HAPPY
Looking on the bright side
Luckily , this is not any terminal disease or any serious to a large extent one.
I'm pretty lucky enough to have just been born with eczema and asthma.
That's all i am born with.

Others are much worse than me.
I ought to appreciate for what I've been given.
And besides , i have made many many friends !
They never mind my skin condition at all !
And they are concerned , instead of hypocrites shedding crocodile tears just to sell off their products to me so they get to earn more money.

And i've just acquired a bursary recently.
$1800 per annum.
Woohoo !
Now you know why ? XD
And not just that !

I finally met up with Yunxuan !
Woohoo !
Met up with her at library ! XD
Didn't really manage to study much , thanks to that damned thick sexy juicy lips PC.
Kept on delaying ! -facepalm- !

But anyway , chatted lots and lots !
Hehe , what a good way to catch up with the ol' times.
I sounds like an ol' guy when i say old ol' LOL !
Alright , having school early tomorrow.
Nights people !

Teehee !

2011-05-19T23:27:00.003+08:00

WOOHOOOOOO !
What a great day !
All because i skipped today's first lecture , FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY WHOLE POLY TIME.
I skipped willingly LOL !

And you know what ?
THE TEACHER , MR THAM WENT THROUGH IMPORTANT STUFFS TO STUDY FOR EXAMS.
-BANG ON TABLE-

Oh well ~ ;d
Lucky i studied micro-controllers all by myself while i was at home.
Studied till chapter 2 though.
I still have lots to catch up , since i couldn't even understand a single word Mr Tham was trying to express throughout the whole of his lectures.
And when one loses concentration , he gets tired and ta-dah , the dozed off LMX. D:

So unfair , of all lessons to choose , you have to choose the lesson when i'm going to skip !
You sure have great foresight , Mr Tham !
Nah just kidding ! ;d

It has been TOO LONG since i wanted to skip school LOL.
Normally i would only aim to be late
If worse , aim to be later.
Even worse , aim to be much later.
Seldom would i want to skip school LOL
Because it resembles an act of a delinquent's. ;d

And after so long , finally school ends !
On the way home , Chee asked if i wanna have dinner at Seoul garden.
My reply : "Your brain spoil ?"
5 minutes later , Edwin asked if i wanna have dinner at Seoul garden.
My reply : "Your brain spoil ??"
5 minutes later , my reply : "Okay let's go." LOL !

YES LAH ! WOOHOO !
RLQ DINNERRRRRRRRR !
Too bad cheng can't join us. D:
He's got something on , but !

It's always not about what we do , it's always about whoever there are ! :D
Favorites <3
Awesome ttm !
Stuffed , yummy !
And so , i have decided to go on a jog this saturday.
With my long-lost friend , Christopher.

He finally has some time for me <3
It's gonna be our lovey-dovey time at 6 am in the morning WOOHOO !
And after that i'm gonna go wash up and study at the library !
Eventful day. ;d
I'll probably stay there till night , NAH.
WHO THE HECK IS ABLE TO STAY THERE AND FACE BOOKS FOR 24/7.
THAT'S GONNA DRIVE A SANE GUY INSANE FOR REAL !

Well , i'm going to sleep now !
Ciaos ! :D

Awesome !

2011-05-18T08:12:00.003+08:00

I saw the imba stomp-ed teacher , Mr Mark Ang ! XD
He was 'lying' down while riding his bicycle.
I have absolutely no idea how his bicycle works.
When you are sleeping , you tend to sleep on your back , right ?
Yeah , that's somewhat similar , no idea how he's gonna peddle ;d.

What a way of riding bicycle , ;d
What's more, he's my cool dude teacher who got stomped ! HAH ! XD

Anyway , something happened to me ;d
It's official !
I'm WANTED in world skills ! (Y) !
I got in ! :D

Today is the briefing though , not much.
It sparked my interest ;o
You know , ever since a longgggg time away
Probably back when i'm still in Primary School , i've always wanted to mess around with robots ;d

I'm too easily amazed and intrigued by almost anything.
Bad habit !
And i would have to often stare into blank space
Because i'm lost deep in my thoughts.

And and and !
I've finally come to terms with this phrase
"Starting early doesn't guarantee success. Success is to be built up overtime."
AWESOME MAX !

YEEHAAA ~~~~
I got in World Skills ~~~
You know , the whole day i was SOOOO CHEERY , omg.
Excited die me

However , i think i'm gonna die of stress lah.
Siao , people having holidays , we have to go to school at 8 am in the morning all the way till 5 pm in the afternoon.
And this continues for 1 year and 3 months , UMAD ?

Well , on schooling weeks , we have to contribute 3 hours / week , that's all !
But you know something ?
It's not worth it at all , to go into something like this with an half-assed attitude.
I'm probably gonna start so serious that i'm gonna pull out all my white hairs ;o

Anw , i'm still so laidback , -facepalm-
What a bad thing !
Alright then , gotta go 'lieback' on my bed.
Tah tah !

Smile !

2011-05-17T23:36:00.004+08:00

*Yawns*
It feels real awesome , i'm lying back on my chair now !
And after bathing , gulping down one glass of milk. xD
Nothing beats , having such a relaxed and laid-back life.

Oh well , i really can't stop grinning to myself. :D
It feels like after so long , i'm back to being myself !
Nothing is more comfortable than what i'm feeling right now ! XD
Listening to my favorite music
Wind and the sound of nature polluted by cars' 'vroom vroom'.

How long has it been .. ?
Well , who cares !
I love doing things at my own pace.
I love being oblivious to my surrounding. ;d
I love threading on a straight line !
And with my hands spread out , trying to keep my balance , trying not to fall down.
And with my head held high , i would be staring at the sky as i walked along.

Heehee , I've finally found you back again. xD
My unique self ! (Y) !
Fret not , nothing's gonna change one bit.
I am just going to take things my way
And won't take troubles and problems in my stride ;o

Be it this or that , one thing's never going to change.
I am always , myself. XD
Today is really a good day for me , i have finally found something long-lost to me.
Today is my peak ! (Y) !
I think i'll go jogging tomorrow , hmm ..
How long should i run ?
Probably 6 rounds are sufficient ! D:

Alright then , just finished my homework.
Enjoy this piece of music i would like to present to you !
Lady Gaga - The Edge of Glory

Brrr !

2011-05-15T21:17:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome day with RLQ.
They came over and stayed overnight ! (Y) !
It sure has been quite some time since they came ;d.
I'm sure going to miss them after they're all in NS.

Look at this video !
It's gonna be so awesome ;d
Enjoy !

YES !

2011-05-14T02:53:00.002+08:00

Alright , blogger's finally up !
Booyeah !
Been waiting for quite some time to blog ;d

And so ! I have some GREAT NEWS TO SHARE. :D
Hmm ... which one should i start first ...
Alright , let's start with the more outdated first.

I've watched Fast & Furious 5 on Monday , was it ?
I forgot ;d
Nah it was on Tuesday.
(Y) !!

Hey , i would really rate it 4.8/5.
It's way too awesome !
In case you're too lazy to find for it , here's the trailer.

It's SO AWESOME.
And the ending already indicates that there's going to be another sequel for sure ;d.
Ain't gonna spoil much , HEH !

And now , for the real good news !

*Drumrolls*
... ...
... ...

I am finally part of World Skills : Mechatronics ! (Y) !
YES !
My brother is from TP , he was from World Skills too.
He did an excellent job and gotten champion instead ;d

But he failed to represent Singapore thanks to NAPFA.
So , i'm just going to follow his footsteps and voila.
Rebirth.
:D

I was so so so happy when i knew that i got in Mechatronics.
Well , TP is gonna be one hella hard opponent.
GG !
Better buck up and try hard !
Alrighty , nights then !

2011-05-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

For some reason , i seem to be having nosebleed quite frequently.
I just had one in the morning , out of nowhere.
It was flowing non-stop , like tap water and free flow somemore.
And another one , not long ago.
Just like a few moments back , wth,
Probably it has to do with the hot weather in Singapore.
Seriously , don't you feel that it's super awesome hot ? ;/

Scorching for sure. ;d
Omg , you know something too ?
I actually have to pass up some work.
For my CSW , some sort of teamwork communication skills sort of module again.
IT's such a bother , seriously.
We have to learn how to type a letter by email format and making them realize what is actually happening.

I mean , making us !
Walao , but when i saw some of the complain templates , makes my blood boil ;d
It may be just written stuffs but then , it feels too surreal ;d
Imagine a flight attendant , holding you up and accusing that you don't the flight ticket and trying to fake past the security.
And not just that , after a whole lot time , the flight attendant finally confirmed that the complainer bought a rightful ticket.
And the flight attendant didn't apologize or so.

Not just that , the complainer actually had to sit in an economical area , rather than first-class which is what he booked.
No apology or explanations were provided as well ;d
Read also quite angry LOL.
Easily getting into the mood ah , better for writing letters.
Good experience (Y) !

Wah and the most ridiculous thing just happened to me in the evening ah.
Got this lecturer , i don't know him and he don't know me either.
And what's more , he's not teaching our or another's class. Just here to look after the class.

He said he had a bad day , from 8 all the way till now.
Same for us what , duh !
That's it ? Nah.
Even more godly ah.
The time nice nice 5:15 , "START".
*Boom* , power failure.

Under most dim-lit condition , the teacher just say "continue. counting since just now."
WHAT THE FUCK ?
He cares more about going home than we , our results.
Screw him ? ;d
Yeah , i mean like using a screwdriver and screwing him seriously !

But anyway , look at this MV.
Super amazing ! XD
I'm getting addicted to this song definitely , for sure !

Lady Gaga - Judas.
Pretty awesome ;d.
And yeehaa , i just finally finished my homework , after 4 damned hours of installation.
I'm starting to lose out more and more , i'm starting to not be able to catch up with the lectures and all those.
Fuck , all because of my MC and late , causing me to be of such a failure !
I think , it's really that playtime's ought to be over rightfully by now.

And so , i am really ending it now.
And yes i mean it , so i'll probably cut down ALOT time less , to play WoW.
Alright then , CIAOS ! :D

Gah.

2011-05-10T09:29:00.005+08:00

Sigh. It sure doesn't feel good to be sick. D:
I was madly sick yesterday.
Getting all teary and so.

Gosh. Especially when you have a fever , terrible cough , and super dry throat that your voice changes 180 degrees ;d.
Not to mention the running nose + flu.
That makes up all the symptoms of common flu. -facepalm- D:

It sure is unbearable.
Especially feeling all 'fainty' walking to the MRT.
Yet , do you know what my mum said ?
When i told her i'm not feeling well and my asthma was on the verge of acting up , she actually said i'm trying to skip school ==
Double facepalm.

And i didn't even switched on my laptop.
I lied down on the floor and slept.
From 7.30 am all the way to 11 am.
You know , i actually did walk to Admiralty MRT but i was feeling so sick that i had to stagger home ;d.

My mum really doesn't trust me ;x.
And in the near afternoon , got a little feverish.
And my dad took me to a nearby clinic.
Diagnosed with common flu ;d.
Caution : It is highly contagious D:.

HAH ! TAKE THAT , MUM !
I won't fake sickness anymore.
I'm no longer a kiddo , gosh !
I'm already all grown-up !
I won't want to miss any lessons , i mean it !

At the very least , i slept for more than 11 hours.
OH YEAH ! (Y) !
And today was declared a public holiday though.
But not so , for polytechnics.
Since thy're not officially affliated with the government.
WTF. YOU KNOW !?
How unfair. D:

And yesterday was SO , SO SO SOOOO HOT !
Scorching hot.
Even sleeping on the floor , i can still sweat like mad.
How madly hot it is. ;d
Please ah , no more sunny day liao leh !

Okay , need to pay attention in class liao.
Blogging later !
I'm going to watch Thor soon !

Foggy

2011-05-05T23:48:00.004+08:00

I live my own life.
I will not falter.
Neither will i fathom audacity of ludicrous magnitude.
I will never comprehend , things that are not within my grasp.
I can predict , but i can't prevent.
The predicament is near.

I'm BS-ing with those blockquotes , trying to make myself look coolzxc.
*OIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK*
LOL.
Come on !

It's Thursday again !
3 weeks have passed since school started.
How time flies , because i'm just reminiscing a small fragment of my memory , thus it seems that it was only a short time. ;d

Well !
All is well , once again.
I'm still puzzled.
My mind is fuzzy.

I'm still unclear of what lies before me.
Unsure of which journey to embark on.
I'm lazy
I'm honest

I can only name these two redeeming features of me , LOL.
I am really so , so admiring people.
Who are so bent on achieving their dreams.
And here i am , still trying to figure myself out ?
I guess i'm really pre-matured. ;d

Guess that ain't so bad.
Success can wait.
If i were to be actually born in another era.
I would most likely be a genius.

Not that i'm trying to compliment myself or what , seriously.
Anyone can be a genius.
IF they were born in a different era too.
It would have been nice if i'm not born in this 'modern' era.

Technology ruins everything.
People with remarkable creativity will be crushed to bits
Thanks to the immutable 'system' of schools.
Schools should really , only provide EDUCATION and solely education.

I despise some teachers.
If it really weren't for them , we would probably still be wandering around in our wonderland.
What is there to be , when we have to get punished for doing something wrong ?
I'm not saying that it's when we are grownups.

I meant that as in when we were still kids.
Why would we be punished ?
Failure is the mother of success.
And yet , we are getting punished for doing something wrong ?

Grades.
How funny.
Education ?
Why does education has to relate to grades ?
I'm bewildered.

No matter how much i ponder , i won't understand.
I'm starting to support communism little by little.
All is one , one is all.
If i were to be a king , i would most probably exile losers. ;d

It's funny , how i can stare into blank space and thinking about nothing.
And i can be doing that for a few minutes.
And a few times.
Why ?

Curiousity kills the cat , but why ?
Sometimes , we ought to really think back.
Education , is just the imparting of knowledge.
Which is of paramount importance.

But just that imparting of knowledge , we would have to be graded for it.
So as to be assured of the percentage of imparting of knowledge ?
That's lame and dumb.
And i figured that most probably , general opinion varies accordingly to 'grades'.
What a superficial reason , gosh.

In my whole life , i will only probably respect four laws.
Law of relativity , law of gravity , law of attraction and law of no evildoers.
Maybe one day when i mature , these thoughts would fade away.
I would blend in with the crowds to work.
No matter how much i detest it , i'm no different from a mere human being.

I hate to be so normal.
I hate to follow such a 'planned' path.
I hate to not know everything.
I hate school.
I hate this 'system' that binds us and thus forming more parts of this 'system'.

It would have been so different , had i been born a genius.
No one would have to despise me because of my grades.
Surely , i have to learn how to concentrate.
As for how my path will turn out to be , it is only i who has the ability to pave it.
One day , i will surely break out of this audacious cycle.
I will make a difference.
A difference so huge , everyone would be in awe of.

One day ... one day.

I'm so sorry !

2011-05-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

It sure has been quite some time since i last blogged.
Gotta apologize. D:
Tyty for your understanding , hohoohoho !

But i've gotta say , lotsa stuffs happened to me over the weekends.
BWHAHAHAAHHA !
It ought to be something that got me burst out laughing. ;d
YES , YOU'RE NOT MISTAKEN !

I went to Malaysia with Relinquish(RLQ) , excluding Cheeyong though.
He gotta work. D:
But anyway , it sure was enjoyable. :D
We went to XJ's grandparents' house.

SHO AWESOME !
I mean , looking on the bright side.
Because if you wanna look on the dark side , it took 2 hours to reach that 'Pulai' place.
And it was bumpy all the way
And it was so cold
And i wanted to go to the bathroom
And it's so boring
And it's so scary

Putting that aside , now on the bright side *AH , SO DAZZLING !*
It was mega huge super humongous gigantic colossal big ultra fat fun !
zxczxczxc !

Heh , i'm photogenic.
And if i'm photogenic and yet i'm willing to take pictures
How much fun do you think that i had ? ;d
I know when i'm old , i'm gonna start looking back.
And people use pictures to place a piece of their memories on it.

I use texts.
(Y) !
I'm pure awesome 200%.
*Shy*
Please don't praise me anymore.

SHESSHH !
Pictures are with XF though. D:
Well , head to my FB to see more !

But you know , yesterday met up with some of my long-lost friends.
My secondary school friends !
Yeah , Jasmine , Jia min , Zulaikha , Weiyang and Poh Cheong a.k.a Chee Cheong Fun / Porky Chop Chop.

After fun ?
Comes fun !
Do you realize after and comes , have the same amount of letters ? XD
Because they are equally important ! HAH !
I'm talking bull , don't take it seriously.
It's just a mere coincidence that they are both 5 letters. LOL !

But ya' know , funtime is over. D:
I'm lacking more and more in my studies.
Damn it , i've got to buck up.
Computer Programming is gonna be a 'breeze'
But the killer is still gonna be Engineering Mathematics IIB.
MURDERER !

I only have three biggest regrets in my life.
Three biggest, shows that they are of paramount yet each holding equal standings.
Firstly , not being born 2 years earlier. I would be classmates with RLQ. DARN !
Secondly , not taking additional maths.
Thirdly , not getting into riverside secondary.

SIGH !
Well , no point crying over spilled milk.
K lah , need to go liao lah
Cha cha !
Tune it , again.
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Xiong Mao ! PANDA !

2011-04-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

Do you remember this familiar face ?
Yes , he's none other than FEI MAO. (Fat Cat)
I was a real big fan of his when i was small.
Like when i was about 5 or 6 years old.

This Fei Mao character , made a huge impact on my life.
How huge ?
So huge that my life changed drastically !

You know , it's so sympathetic that you can't help but shed some tears
But back then , having the nickname of "Teary Baby."
Of course , i wouldn't stop by only shedding some tears.
I cried and wailed for quite some time.

My mum banned this show LOL.
But after awhile , she allowed me to watch it again.
You wanna know what was going in my mind back then ?

"Fei mao ... He's so sympathetic."
And somehow , for some reasons.
My point of view changed.
I started to pity people who were fat.

Hey , i was only 5 or 6 back then.
I won't know what's sarcasm , alright !
It's pure naivety and innocence. ;d

My brother , for instance.
He was bigger sized than me.
I was always wondering if he will end up like Fei Mao
So i treated him well than before.
I gave him my sweets and let him beat me when playing Virtual Fighters.

And at night i would be crying !
I kept thinking what if my brother starts acting like Fei Mao.
"I don't want that at all !"
*cries myself to sleep*

omg. -facepalm-
And you know something ?
My mum just LOVE WATCHING HORROR FILMS AND SCREAM BEFORE EVEN THE GHOST COMES OUT.
GOSH.

And that's why.
My first film , a thriller about a murder case.
I was so scared stiff when the music starts rolling in.
It's hinting something is gonna happen , aye ?

My mum screamed.
I jumped and i started crying !
That , was my first thriller film.
Thriller , still okay lah.

And now , upgrade !
Becomes HORROR + THRILLER.
I WOULD NEVER , EVER FORGET.
It's about some guys being dead , and getting resurrected to be some mindless zombies !

You now what were my thoughts after watching it ?
"What if papa is a zombie. What should i do if he turns and grab me while i'm asleep ?"
And i start crying myself to sleep AGAIN.

I have had a real bad childhood , walao.
SEE !
I WILL NEVER ,EVER ALLOW MY KIDS TO WATCH HORROR FILM.
IT'S SUCH A BAD INFLUENCE.
I'M A FINE EXAMPLE !

But seriously , Fei Mao changed my life. ;d
I'm more compassionate and sympathetic ! (Y) !
I guess it's a good thing that this character 'fei mao' existed !
Don't you agree ? :D

Patrick the Starfish !

2011-04-29T23:26:00.007+08:00

My teacher showed me a video !
Well , for most of it , i'm too lazy to actually comprehend what he's saying.
But the most significant part is this story.

A reputable scientist was very famous for his experiments. But he was on a beach , strolling along and feeling the breeze.

He saw a young lad doing something different.
That young lad was actually running back and fro.
He found it very questioning.

So , he walked towards the young lad and asked.
"Hey , what are you doing there ?"
"I'm picking up starfishes and throwing them back into the sea."

The scientist pondered for a few minutes and found words to piece his thoughts.
"Do you know , there are maybe millions of fishes out there who were washed ashore. Are you gonna try to pick them all up and throw them back in the sea ? You know that's impossible."

"I'm not. I'm just picking these starfishes one by one and throwing them back into the sea one by one."

"Tomorrow they will still be washed ashore again. Why bother ?"

"What i'm doing now may be insignificant because i'm not able to help those million starfishes out there. But what i'm doing now is significant enough to change this one , individual starfish's life."

The scientist couldn't believe what the lad just said and walked away.
When he reached home , he starts to think.
About what the young lad said , it has been troubling him since then.
He came to a conclusion.

The next day , he went to the beach.
And found the same young lad , doing the same thing again as yesterday.
This time , the scientist did the exact same thing as what the young lad is doing now and was , yesterday.
They started running back and fro , throwing starfishes back into the sea.

Alright lah , to keep things short.
I'll just sum them all up and conclude into one sentence.

Moral of the story : What you do maybe insignificant to the great numbers out there , but it is significant enough to change the life entirely of that one individual's.

This is extremely motivating , right ? :D
This is one story that up till now , it still remains vivid in my memories ! (Y) !
Yeehaa ~ !
Alright then , end of my sharing session.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow for ROBO CIP !

Please donate ~ ! XD

Vixen ?

2011-04-28T23:28:00.004+08:00

I wanna share something with you guys. ;d
I know this is definitely gonna cause an uproar.
But i think most of you have probably seen it on the news or stomp.

Only date ACSi boys, says relief teacher. Chinese High and RI guys are 'ugly'

The above is a true recount.
And after awhile , here's what she said too. Got stomped for both ;d.

Teacher who praises ACS boys as date worthy now boasts of uncle who's TV chief in China and threatens Dr Hon (principal of Hwa Chong Institution) whom she regards as "disrepectful"

LOL !
Idk what else to say. For more information , visit this link
For more information.

And now , let me show you.
THIS ASSHOLE'S BLOG !
msjianglai
Nah , this is just the tip of the iceberg.
What's even more humiliating is.

msjianglai 2011.04.21
She should really be condemned to an abyss whereby there's no means of redemption.
I guess by declaring that she wanna terrorize Singapore publicly is already an act of declaration of war ;d.

And she's so proud of her looks , she goes around calling others who are fat , ugly.
HOW AMAZING.
Look at her.
She really got to work out , she doesn't even have the S-line.
What a joke.

You are pretty ?
Well , beauty lies in the eye of beholder.
W/e.
You may be 'pretty' , why for the single quotation mark ?
Because i think you are a bitch.

Look at her , she even post her 'live-action' insults on her blog.
AWESOME !
Bet she has no sense of shamelessness.
Or rather ,her shamelessness knows no end.
What a freaking pedophile.
Even hosted a talent pageant for guys to take part in and winner gets to date her (!)

P.S , what's outside doesn't matter anymore. You are as ugly as a troll inside.
And lastly , if this post have hurt any animals in the process , please feel free to contact me and ask me to remove this post. I would gladly do so.

2011-04-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

Sorry , i know i wanted to blog about my happenings.
But hey , tomorrow will be triple posts ! (Y) !
It's going to keep you juicy till the end.
Some spoilers. ;D

LAXATIVES !
C smiled at me !
Fei Mao's story !
Motivation. ~~Make not a difference to a million , but you made a difference to one.~~

2011-04-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

I have a real interesting post. Look forward to it , tomorrow ! :D
LMX's naive thought.
REVEALED , only and solely on , http://toilet-shoppingmall.blogspot.com !
STAY TUNED ! :X

Morning ! :D

2011-04-27T08:26:00.003+08:00

Good morning , everyone !
It sure is one lovely morning , eh ! :D
LOL . why am i talking like this now ?!
Wth , i'm talking in such a formal + friendly yet so lmao way LOL !
You wanna know why ?

Because i'm having CSW.
I can't actually remember what is CSW.
My teacher is teaching me about how to write a business letter to promote our own products.
The mock letter seems to be so hard ! Wow , nice quote eh ! LOL !

But actually , i'm good ! HEHEHEEH.
I have just been praised ! (Y) !
Although it's a general praise , it still includes me though xD

I look upon death to be as necessary to our constitution as sleep. We shall rise refreshed in the morning.

-Benjamin Franklin

So motivating !
As long you are not dead , you should look forward to mornings. ;D
Ahh , i finally know what is CSW for !
Communication Skills for Work.
LOL ! Sounds so elementary right ?
But you know , it's pretty hard and i hate all those teamwork stuffs.
Gosh !

My GPA was greatly dburden-ised.
On the first sem of course !
GAHHH !
Just thinking of it makes me furious ! D:

Nvm. What's past is past. No point crying over spilled milk.
Wah lao eh siannnnnn !
Now the teacher is taking us through some slides.
Saying about some parallel structure(?!)
I wanna play WoW ... !
I think i'm really addicted to wow ffs.
GG !

Nah no worries , i know where to draw the line.
Today ends at 1 pm.
But starts at 8 am.
You know my 8 am class what time end ?
Ends at 10 am. LOL !
2 HOURS OF BREAK. -FACEPALM-.

2 hours of break leh siao.
Dont know what to do ! D:
K lah , i better pay attention liao.
Byebye ! :D

Computer Programming

2011-04-25T10:57:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHE !
I HAVE FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING
THAT IS SO INTERESTING AND INTRIGUING !
And that can only be , COMPUTER PROGRAMMING !

This is so interesting.
SERIOUSLY !
I'm having so much fun now , LOL !
So damn cool , i never knew that the command prompt can be so interesting !
Whatever i typed , will come out accordingly in the command prompt !
AWESOME !

And there's a significant difference between HTML and C++ !
C++ is way more interesting than HTML.
HTML is too easy , seriously
And HTML is made using C++ btw LOL !
C++ can be considered the fundamentals of all the programming stuffs like JAVA and all sorts !

How awesome is that ?
It's SUPER AWESOME !
And i'm kinda proud that i am pretty good in programming.
*Shy* , HEHEHEHE.

Since HTML is good and fun for me , C++ is even more fun !
Alright then , have to pay attention ! XD

Randommmmm.

2011-04-24T17:55:00.004+08:00

How i wish it could be raining now.
It's so HOT AND HUMID.
UGH !
Well , i didn't really sleep for the whole day.
Only had a nap. D:
And it lasted for about 3 or 4 hours.

Heh ! Cheeyong came over ! (Y) !
Chee chee bear bear !!!!!!
Yummy , LOL.
SOUNDS REALLY WRONG PLS.

Me and MZ played with him all the way till morning !
Yeehaa ~ !
DotA ftw ~ !
Time really flies. Wakao.
In no time , already morning liao.

And ta-dah.
I went to have a nap for a short while !
But but but !

My ankle is still swollen !!!! ARGH !
And i'm feeling a bit sick now.
I think i'm falling sick liao lah. -faint-

AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING MAH !?
I HAVEN'T DO MY HOMEWORK YET.
AND IT'S 3 HOURS PAST THE DEADLINE ALREADY LEH ! SHIT !
But i'm still busy playing WoW.
"Why are you so obsessed with me ? - Mariah Carey"

I'm so obsessed with WoW ffs.
Gosh , it's so addicting !
I mean , the desire to get stronger LOL.
I'm considered above average btw. XD
I am pro , hohohoho ! (Y) !
Alright then , gotta go.
Catch ya later ! *Fly*

Books !

2011-04-23T23:35:00.007+08:00

You knowwwww !
I'm actually fond of reading. ;d
I guess i've been influenced since i am a librarian.

I have borrowed a few comics from SP library ! (Y) !
Negima Sensei ! WOOHOO ! (Y) !
One volume read , each day. LOL !

Anyway , i was ransacking my house and i found a book of Psychology
"Psychology Studies" , OMG !
My brother studied Psychology , it's sort of like a "GEMS" in TP.
P.S : GEMS = General Elective Modules.

It's SO DARN INTERESTING !
But it's so thick. D:
I think there's roughly about 400-500 pages.
I have only read through chapter 1.
It's sooooo looonggggg !

Well anyway , happy "Good Friday" everyone. :D
Enjoy this note !

Improving Concentration

Many students have difficulty concentrating while studying. Being able to concentrate while you are studying is essential to doing well in class and on tests.

Here are 10 suggestions for improving your study concentration:

Study in a quiet place that is free from distractions and interruptions. Try to create a space designated solely for studying.

Make a study schedule that shows what tasks you need to accomplish and when you plan to accomplish each task. This will provide you with the structure you need for effective studying.

Try to study at the time of day you work best. Some people work well early in the morning, others late at night. You know what works best for you.
Make sure you are not tired and/or hungry when you study.

Otherwise, you won't have the energy you need to concentrate. Also, maintain your physical fitness.
Don't try to do two tasks at the same time.

You won't be able to concentrate on either one very well. Concentration means focusing on one thing to the exclusion of all else.

Break large tasks into series of smaller tasks that you can complete one at a time. If you try to complete a large task all at once, you may feel overwhelmed and will be unable to maintain your concentration.
Relax. It's hard to concentrate when you're tense.

It's important to relax when working on a task that requires concentration. Meditation is helpful to many students.
Clear your mind of worrisome thoughts. Mental poise is important for concentration. You can get distracted by your own thoughts. Monitor your thoughts and prevent yourself from following any that take you off track.

Don't daydream.
Develop an interest in what you are studying. Try to relate what you are studying to you own life to make it as meaningful as possible. This can motivate yourself to concentrate.

Take breaks whenever you feel fatigued. There is no set formula for when to take breaks. You will know when you need to take a break.

Studying without concentration is like trying to fill a bucket with water when the bucket has a hole in its bottom. It doesn't work

Yo !

2011-04-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

Alright. -I'm looping Big Bang - Tonight btw. ;d
And hey , what's up everyone !
Okay , once again , i'm so tired. ;d

Seriously ! And i am sleeping at nearly 10 pm-11pm everyday , roughly.
What a healthy lifestyle !
Plus , i would make one cup of cereal chocolate-flavored and some bread to go along with it.

I'm starting to eat breakfasts.
Why ?
My mum says you will be taking away 5 years of your lifespan if you don't eat breakfast. Scientifically proven. ;d
5 years are a whole lot , seriously !

Especially when my life is so important to me *bish*
Oh man !
I'm in a dilemma.
Mechatronics really , is starting to spark my interest for it.

I don't wanna become a robotics competitor for my future prospect !
I wanna become a lecturer/teacher. D:
I want to become teachers like
Mrs Nicole Lim(FAT LAH YOU !) and Mr Chong Y.S(GAY LAH YOU !) !

Yeah , they kinda inspired me.
Mr Edwin Teo and Mr Wee Gark Kung propagated that cause. ;d
Slacky and relaxing job , that's what i want ! (Y) !
LOL , but most likely i won't ever be able to live a life like that.

You know , i have just made the HARDEST decision of my life.
I mean , i made it recently , not long ago.
Like a few months back , when i had finally sort out all my thoughts !

And that decision is ?

To be or not to be , that's the question.

- William Shakespeare

So ... i have given up on the thought of being a farmer <--- I HAVE SERIOUSLY GIVEN THIS SOME REAL THOUGHT OVER. OKAY ? I'M NOT JOKING !
The most relaxed and laid-back life , farmer.
Btw , i'm not intending on slaughtering crops , okay. ;d

I'm just going to rear two cows and one dog.
I am going to name the first cow , "Cowhead" and the second cow , "Milkhead" !
And i'm gonna name the dog "Colin" , nah jk.
"Miyu" , most likely
(Psst , Miyu is my brother's nickname. Don't tell him LOL.)

And i am going to have milk every morning !
Play with my dog till it gets dark.
I would then lie down on the field of grass.
Enjoying the vast , volatile scenery and surroundings.
Nature.

I have REALLY , REALLY thought of becoming such a person.
I'm not joking ah ! D:
You may find it unbelievable lol.
But a city life is too complicated.
I hate problems. Problems are troubling and irritating.
They create unnecessary unrest and headache. -facepalm-

But still , something is wrong.
I have this , thirst for knowledge.
(I MEAN IT , SERIOUSLY , TRULY AND SINCERELY)
Well , i'm only thirsting for psychology , some histories , greek mythology , physics and some exterior knowledge regarding how things are made.
There's a wide variety ... *Gasps*

YES ! I know !
Sadly , i can't learn all of them in school. That's the baddest part.
I'm stealing my brother's psychology book and reading it.
I'm at Chapter 2 already !
Psychology is really the most interesting thing. (Y) !
It still intrigues me to no end.

Well , to cut things short.
I am now , fully.
DEDICATED and DEVOTED to walking the sole path of a mercenary. LOL , just kidding !
I'm going to fully dedicate myself to studies.
I have to adopt a better lifestyle.
I have to keep clear of games , byebye Dota and WOW.
Not that i'm not going to play , just not as often.

Well , you'll see the change for sure.
I'm pretty convinced that i can get at least 3.5 for this semester. ;D
Alright , good luck everyone.
I'm off to bed. Nights !

2011-04-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

I'll blog tomorrow ! D:

Time flies

2011-04-19T22:12:00.003+08:00

Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them.
~Dion Boucicault

In the blink of an eye , it's already Tuesday ?!
Oh my ~ !
*Shakes head*

Time is really heartless ! D:
Gah.
I'm getting more and more tired gradually , idk why too ;o
I am already sleeping like 10 pm / 10.30 pm / 11 pm everyday.
I need 8 hours of sleep , seriously !
I can't make it without 8 hours of sleep.

I think i am going to sleep at 9 pm after today.
No , I MUST SLEEP AT 9 PM.
Okay , that will be my goal !
Else i would always be yawning and getting all sleepy.
I was getting laughed at , today !

I was dozing off while sitting on the comfy and jumpy chair.
It's sooooo fun !
I guess my juice probably got drained.
EXHAUSTED all of a sudden. LOL

You know when you are dozing off , your head would be like tilting to the left or right for awhile and you regain consciousness again then your head would be back to it's original position.
Yeah , that's what happened to me LOL !
I tilted like for around 5 times until my head laid on my right shoulder.

Now i'm having such a neckache , is there such a term ? LOL.
But really ! It's either because i ate too much !
Or else it's because it's boring. ;d
Computer programming is so ... logical ? o.o

Seriously ! It's just like following a sequence and ta-dah.
You have arrived at the end of it.
LOL , i don't know whether to say it's easy or hard. ;d

And Maths is seriously , an eye opener.
I had no idea that Maths is so ... idk how to describe LOL !
I can only say that it's getting more and more intriguing as each chapter goes by. ;d

Alright , i better get going now.
Ta-ta ~ XD

OMG!

2011-04-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

i lul at this picz0r.

Well , anw ! :D
I'm back to schoooolllll ~ !
I had to reach school at 8 am , EVERYDAY !
And first class of today , my GEMS. -Facepalm-

Alright , first of all , if you guys don't know.
It's like going to a total foreign class and have to try your best to make friends !
That's GEMS !
But you know something ?

My GEMS don't seem to be that bad. ;o
And the teacher is quite humorous too !
I like him !
I mean , not as in like 'like' , but the like like !
Oh , come on ! You get what i mean ! LOL !

I'm always sooooo scared being in a place whereby you know no one. D:
Seriously , the teacher still wants us to do self-introduction !
GAH ! *Buries my face in my hands*
Well , it didn't start with me.
But it ended with me. -_-

It ain't that bad , right !
People were like , "Hello. I'm -blahblah- from Mechatronics. Year two this year."
And mine ?
"Hello everyone. I am Lim Ming Xuan from Mechatronics. I love to play dota." *Grins*
*Sits down*

Most of them laughed !
Okay , I REALLY PHEW'ed.
It's hard to make a good first impression. ;d
Hehehe , wait till they get to know the real me.
The real , passionate , optimistic and imba me !
Walao , don't self-praise leh , joke !
Diam lah !
W/e , *L sign for loser*

Okay , getting back to topic !
I finally saw my classmates !
Woohoo !
And and and , you know something ?

I have ... 3 new classmates.
One classmate gone btw. Retained. D:
But anw , the 3 new classmates were Rachel and Cheryl and (?!)
Sorry , i really don't know her name. D:
She's tall and kinda tanned. ;o

But but but , you know something ?
They were transferred over from DMRO/2B/21 to our class , DMRO/2B/22.
So , to put it in layman's terms.
21 is officially a Shaolin temple now ! LOL !
And our class got some nuns liao !

It's a trendy joke running amongst the engineering students regarding them and the business school peeps. ;d
It goes like this
The engineering classes , MOSTLY boys. Ratio averaged to be roughly , idk.
18 boys : 2 girls ?
And business classes , MOSTLY girls. Ratio averaged to be roughly , around 17 girls : 3 boys ?

Then , engineering students call themselves the Shaolin Monks.
And business students are called the E-Mei Nuns. LOL
For more info , please go to wiki LOL !
And omg. I really can't believe that the Cheryl transferred to our class , for real !

She is so , dazzling.
I mean like seriously !
I can't take my eyes off her.
I know that's kinda .. stalker(!?) but still.
*SIGH*

But hey hey , i have no ill intentions at all lol.
I'm not even sure if i'm able to be friends with her in the first place !
And i'm real bad with girls.
Only have a miniscule amount of close 'girl'-friends. LOL.

Okay , i'm getting lucky in Computer Programming !
I actually understand. ;o
Seems like my talent is finally getting awakened , (Y) !
Alright , i better get to sleep soon.
Nights peepies :D

At long last !

2011-04-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

TEEHEEHEE. HELLO ! :D
Let's all give a hearty welcome to our star , LIM MING XUAN !
WOOHOOOOOO ~ !!! XD

It has been so darn long since i blogged.
In case you're wondering , i've really got to admit that
I spent the most lifeless four days of my life.
What was i doing ? LOL.

Even i , myself is feeling amazed at the fact that i'm able to do it.
I'm glued to my chair and have been playing Molten-WoW.
P.S , I'm playing Molten - World of Warcraft , it's a private server of WoW.

I don't think i'm that addicted to WoW.
I'm just bored. Way too bored , -facepalm-
Else i would be trollin' on youtube or facebook. ;d
There a numerous facebook jokes , you know ?
Example , there's one that goes like this.

Mum : "Hey son ! Aren't you supposed to be studying at this point of time now ?"
Son : "Mummy , i am studying ! Can't you see i'm reading a book ?"
Mum : "What book are you reading now ?"
Son : "Facebook."

O-W-N-E-D. LOLLLL.
I LAUGHED SO BAD WHEN I FIRST SAW THIS. ;d
Oh oh oh , and there's something i wanna share ! :D

Read this.
This is gonna be great for all Republic Poly students. :D
And well.
Time flies , looking back.

And during the start of holidays , i still thought that 6 weeks were damn long.
Nah , it's not. D:
In a blink of an eye , it ended.

*Shrugs*
And you know something ?
My timetable is screwed.
EVERY LESSON , starts at 8 am. WHUT ?
And Monday is super weird.
I have to reach T625(WHUT?!)

It's like 6 blocks away. GOSH.
I hate my GEMS so much.
So unnecessary , seriously !
I wanna take psychology and counseling. SIGH !
Ended up taking Business & Management category.

And and and , you know !
I actually , have only 5 modules.
5 modules only , easy right ?
All 8 credit units. FUCKKKKK !?

And so , here's something to end today's post !

Now that holidays have ended. It's time to end my holiday mood together with it. But still , since it's studying time now.
It ain't going the way that i'm gonna study and study and only study. You will be so wrong if you think i would only study and study.
Besides , i can't study the whole time LOL ! I guess i'll just relax for the first week. ;o
I have 3 new classmates. All girls too.
And one of them , is real , real stunning.
Well , to me , i guess. ;o
Wish me all the best and those who are starting school tomorrow ! :D

Think it over thoroughly.

2011-04-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

This is fucking dumb.
We agreed to meet at 11 , even though i'm insist on 12.
And now what , 10 am call me "Hello. I coming now."
What the fuck is wrong with you guys ?

So now i'm supposed to wash up and sit here waiting for you guys' arrival ?
I'm so fucking pissed off right now.
I am supposed to still be sleeping until 10.30 , when my alarm would go off.

And so this pre-mature way of waking me up is so fucking
dumb.

Conspiracy right ?
Very well.
I'm a very judgemental person.
Yeah , so to be fair.

I WILL NOT BE GOING FOR ANY , OUTINGS FROM NOW ON.
That is golden.
You guys wanna do as you please ?
Let me do as i please too.

As a matter of fact , 11 am we set off.
Reach at 1.30 pm.
Do what ?
This is stupid.

I don't deem it as fair , much less democratic.
This sort of 'conspiracy' which i'm supposedly a victim , is fucking aggravating me.
Don't they know what's fatal ?
Oh , like not respecting an individual.
Okay , must i really spell it out ?
Like NOT RESPECTING ME ?

This is so humiliating and insulting.
This is MY house.
If you guys are going to do as you please , just to call and wake me up just so that i can open the door
Trust me , if that's gonna happen a second time.

It's bye bye.
You think i'm joking ?
Jolly well try me.
I'm very welcoming to challenges.

I bet that sooner or later , a tattletale's gonna spread the word.
Good , because that means i don't have to do it myself.
Or if you're going about something like "WTF , MX POSTED THIS ABOUT US. WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM." And gathers his crew to un-friend him , so be it.

If i'm doing this yet not able to earn any respect.
I presume this is a way of asking me to get lost.
If you think things are not serious as of yet ,
You are ignoring my opinions , trampling my pride and torturing me.
How's that for a metaphor ?

If you think this is funny when you threw such crude jokes at me ,
you don't even know me well.
Jokes are funny alright.
But if one takes it seriously or takes it to himself.
That's not a joke.
That is a personal attack , simply put.

This , was supposed to be a happy day.
Yet it feels screwed to me.
Why is that so ?

If you still don't understand anything , better get together and discuss
Oh that's for sure.
If you ain't gonna do just that , then i'm gonna do just this.
Suck it up , jerks.

Yawesome

2011-04-13T14:56:00.002+08:00

*Yawns*
I'm so bored now. ;d
How am i envying those having their orientation today.

Well , i didn't sleep a wink since yesterday.
Because all of a sudden , cheeyong called and said he's heading over !
so yeah , partied ;d.
Nah , we were all watching Wrestlemania XXVII.
Hey , it's real , real ! AWESOME !

I can't believe Jon Cena is turning out to be like a bad guy now. ;d
But i hope he'll play a tag-team with the rocks. ;d
Oh and yeah , The Rock , calls himself as The Great One. oO

Oh , do you know ?
Stone Cold Steve Austin and The Rock , are back to WWE. :D
But my favorite still has to be Stone Cold Steve Austin.
He's too friggin' awesome.

Well , anyway. Wrestlemania was like , 3 hours long.
And , this is so cool.
I'm typing with my eyes closed. :D
I'm too awesome XD

I'm just too used to typing , that's all ah LOL.
But also , arranged to meet up with Alicia and Yunxuan for breakfast. (Y) !
And yeah , after watching finish Wrestlemania , played a few rounds of DotA.
And i have to wash up and bath all those , prepare !
So now , these are what happened earlier this morning LOL !

Bathed and headed out !
Met up with Alicia first.
She was wearing a pink bag ! OMG !

And it was like , one of the rarest times that i , am actually earlier LOL. I WIN ! HAH ! XD
Chit-chat ! (Y) !
You know , i'm not that nervous around girls anymoreeeeee ! :D
I guess that's a good thing !

My gosh , we were like morning calling quite a number of people ;d.
Reached Woodlands MacD , have to wait for Yunxuan , this time round.
We agreed to meet at 7.30 am at Woodlands MacD LOL.
And when she reached , it was like 8.10 am !

Alicia was being soooooo anxious. -Facepalm-
It's just an orientation !
Just like going to an island full of unfamiliar faces. ;d
What a good example i just gave , LOL !

Man , i saw so many neighbouring schools' peeps.
So , so many.
Saw quite a few of my friends too , wow ?
I'm so envious. Seriously !

My orientation wasn't that fun.
I have to be super thick-skinned , wearing a smile and go around saying hi.
That's so unlike me pls. ;d
Normally i would be making a ruckus and a fool out of myself.
Then i would be in the center of attention (Y) !

Accompanied them to RP.
I felt so guilty.
There were like numerous year twos and year threes.
And me , being a year two senior at SP.
I'm so guilty. D:

Parted with them and headed home !
Well , that's the only interesting thing that has happened for the whole day.
-facepalm-
I'm so bored to tears , and it's making me ultra sleepy !
Grrr ... !
It's soooo stupid when i have nothing to do ! (N) !

Alright then , i better go lie down on my comfy bed and watch Inuyasha.
Ta-tah XD

OH YEAHHHH ~~

2011-04-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

YEAH !
I had a real awesome day ! (Y) ! :D
I went out at around 12.30 to meet up with Ronald and Yunxuan !
Headed off to AMK Hub to play pool !

I won all rounds except for one round and another round because Ronald let me on purpose !
But still , omg.
I had no idea i improved that much.
Pool is starting to be more enjoyable now !
Since i'm able to sink most of the balls ;d

But anw , i hanged out with them whole day long.
My 24 bucks flew away , OMG ! LOL !
Holidays are all about spending spree !
Don't cha think ?

That's why , when i'm in school.
You don't usually see me eating much. ;d
Saving moneh !
You know what did i use to think ?
"I'm gonna save up lots and lots of money ! Then when i am 21 years old , i can marry my girlfriend and use all my savings !"
LOLLLL. I was primary 2 then.

It's called dowry , was it ?
Ahhh , as long as you understand then it's okay lah !
Ronald is sooooo touchable , unlike the untouchable-else-touch-and-i-kick-you pohcheong !
<3

Had subway for lunch/dinner , i totally have no idea what it is supposed to be LOL !
Chit-chats all the way. (Y) !
I am having a cold wherever i go , seriously !
Anywhere could be just as freezing for me. Gosh !
*Sniffs*

After we ate our lunner(combination of lunch + dinner) , walked around the whole AMK Hub.
This is so fascinating for me.
I have never , really been to AMK Hub , i mean the 'shopping' type.
I don't like shopping. Not even the least !

My mum does all the shopping for me. XD
She prefers it that way.
She really has this mindset of me , being a fashion terrorist. LOL !
SERIOUSLY !
She won't want to let me o the shopping , else she would never stop worrying !
Such a worrywart !

And and and , for the first time i've been to a girl accessories' shop.
And you know something ?
I went into the Challenger shop.
The 'barriers' , idk what it's called.
It just scans for any unpaid items being in your bag or what , prevent shoplifting.

Yeah , i went in.
The thingy went off. "LOLWHUT?"
I searched my bag , nothing. -_-
The shopkeepers and the customers were all looking at me.
Shy die me.
But i love the attention. <3

AND WHEN I WALK OUT , FROM ANOTHER SIDE OF THE ENTRANCE.
It went off again. WOW ? LOL.
And the security guard was like staring at me.
Now i'm the one suspicious here. LOL.
This is way too awesome.
I only took 5 minutes to assumingly steal something. Ain't that awesome ?

And when i went back in AGAIN , it went off AGAIN. -Faints-
Everyone stared at me again.
But the thing has been going off for numerous times. LOL !
Other customers were affected by it too ;d.
But i guess i'm the only one to get that intense stare from that security guard.
GAWD !

I passed Ronald EVERYTHING ON ME.
And i walked pass the thingy AGAIN.
IT FREAKING WENT OFF. W T F ?
Conclusion : It definitely has to do with my shorts. -_-
IDK why too !
I have officially developed a phobia of Challenger , LOL.

It's been an awesome day out. From day in to day out ;d.
When i reached home , it's already 10 plus LOL !
Enjoy the music video !
Gotta catch some sleep now , and tomorrow's gonna be double movie day. ;d

MEANINGFUL !

2011-04-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was plain awesomeeeee ! :D
It's natural for people to blog when their day ends right ?
Well , at least for me !

I can say that yesterday actually ended today , in the morning to be specific ;d
OH YEAHHHHHH !

Okay , for starters , me and MZ went to CWP and played technika with
NPC(Ng Poh Cheong) A.K.A Noob Ponk Chek[Puncture]
Bade farewell to NPC , we headed over to Sunplaza to meet up with the rest of the RLQ members. Excluding Cheeyong though , he's working and only joining us later. :(

I really loveeeee RLQ so much ! XDDDDD
It's almost never for me to say love.
So that's how much RLQ stands ! (Y) !
Full of laughter , my gawd.
Especially that damn joke XJ , ANYTHING CAN ALSO BECOME FUNNY WITH HIM AROUND LOL.
And those NOT FUNNY stuffs , HIS LAUGHTER MAKES IT FUNNY. LOLLLL.

Sexy boy , XF !
Pretty boy , ChengY !
Cute boy , CheeY !
LinJJ's Replica , Kenneth !
The imba left-hander champion , miyu the miyu the miyu the miyu kor kor. MZ !
Horny and funny siao , EDWIN !

We had our dinner at XinWang , Hong Kong's Cafe. ;o
It's alright.
But , we all find it amusing.
Edwin ordered "001" , and i ordered "002".
"Eh , what is 001 and 002 ?"
"001 is cold water. 002 is warm water. Each costs 40 cents."

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Laugh die me.
Here are the drinks that we ordered. ;D

We bought a slice of cake for MZ.
Oh btw , it's MZ's birthday LOL !
Then after buying that slice of cake.
I said , "Aiya ! Should buy carrot cake one mah !"
LOLLLLLL !
Laughed to the max.

And now , take a look at this photo frame.
THIS IS SO UNIQUE , SERIOUSLY !
It's so awesome XD

They came over to our house , and overnight !
I went over to JH's house to borrow a controller and some games from him.
AND YEAHHHHHH ! (Y) !
He's taking care of his cousin's dog.
IT IS SO , ADORABLE.
And he came to me and curled all up , huddling itself. LOL
CUTE MAX.

But what's even more amazing is it came to me. ;d
LIKE A REAL LIFE TEDDY BEAR , SERIOUSLY !

Anyway , we played and played.
Here , i can use a line of lyrics that is most fitting !
"PARTY AND PARTY AND WOO !"
(In case you're wondering , it's from Rebecca Black's Friday)

I am so euphoric. :D

SEE ! It's RARE that i am willing to take pictures. ;d

I said "Okay let's go home together !"
Sent them off to the lift when it's around 6 am.
"Okay , i reached home liao. Byebye"
LOLLLLL ! OWNED ! XD
Alright , home sweet home. :D

Ha , ha , ha.

2011-04-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

Black Eyed Peas - Just Can't Get Enough

This sure is one awesome song ;d

Rebecca Black - Friday

Okay , here's something.
When you press r in the search bar of Youtube.
You get "rebecca black friday" for sure , LOL !
EVERYONE IS SEARCHING FOR HER.

And you should really look at the comments on Friday.
Remember to click "Enable Automatic Updates" and now , sit back and relax.
Enjoy the free flow of comments LOL !

Rebecca Black's interview about Friday

Yeah , she was talking about the DEEP MEANING of Friday.
But , consumerism ?
Hey , the way you're expressing the song is hugely different from your interview , you know ? ;d

Knowing girls for Dummies

2011-04-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

Copied and pasted from Alicia's blog !
This should be compiled into a book , seriously.
There are books like "IT for Dummies."
Or "Making love for Dummies."

This should be "Knowing girls for Dummies."
THIS IS SO USEFUL.
Okay , there are 44 lines in total !
44 REAL USEFUL sentences. SERIOUSLY.

But really , line 32 is what i need the most. lol.
Now i'm kinda regretting it , for real !
I'm really regretting it.
Sighhhhh !

Anyway , have fun looking through and hopefully you will learn something from it. :D

When she walks away from you - (Follow her)

When she stares at your lips - (Kiss her)

When she pushes or hits you - (Grab her and don't let go)

When she starts cursing at you - (Kiss her and tell her you love her)

When she's quiet - (Ask her what's wrong)

When she ignores you - (Give her your attention)

When she pulls away - (Pull her back)

When you see her at her worst - (Tell her she's beautiful)

When you see her start crying - (Just hold her and don't say a word)

When you see her walking - (Sneak up and hug her waist from behind)

When she's scared - (Protect her)

When she lays her head on your shoulder - (Tilt her head up and kiss her)

When she steals your favorite hat - (Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night)

When she teases you - (Tease her back and make her laugh)

When she doesn't answer for a long time - (Reassure her that everything is okay)

When she looks at you with doubt - (Back yourself up with the TRUTH)

When she says that she likes you - (She really does more than you could understand)

When she grabs at your hands - (Hold hers and play with her fingers)

When she bumps into you - (Bump into her back and make her laugh)

When she tells you a secret - (Keep it safe and untold)

When she looks at you in your eyes - (Don't look away until she does)

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - (SHE'S HURTING INSIDE)

When you break her heart - (The pain NEVER really goes away)

When she says its over - (She STILL wants you to be hers)

When she repost this bulletin - (She wants you to read it)

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

DON'T let her have the last word.

Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

Argue that she is the best girl ever.

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her.

When she says she's sorry, she truly means it.

Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Tease her and let her tease you back.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

GIVE HER THE WORLD

Let her wear your clothes

When she's bored and sad - (Hang out with her)

Let her know she's important.

Girls like to hear guys telling her that she belongs to him.

2011-04-06T15:38:00.003+08:00

What the helllllll !
It's been 3 days already since i last blogged.
Sorrehhhhh ! D:
But , time flies , really LOL !

Anw , i was supposed to meet up with JJT and gang.
At 9 AM.
Guess what time i woke up ?
2 pm + , LOL !
Alright , i better get my sleeping hours back to normal.

I'm feeling so apologetic. ;d
I said i was gonna go and , i couldn't wake up.

Gahhhhh ...
It's time , to throw EVERYTHING BEHIND !
And walk straight ahead.
Changed my perspective on stuffs , drastically ;o

Well , no point dwelling on the past , ya' know ?
No point crying over spilt milk anyway !

And yeah , played basketball earlier on.
With them , whom i pangseh-ed earlier on LOL !
It feels GREAT when you know you don't have to hold back !
Because all of the players there , aren't holding back at all !
IT IS AWESOME , SERIOUSLY !

Enjoyed it thoroughly LOL !
I mean , normally when i play , i would be like all wimpy because i'm real scared of hurting someone D:
And it's usually excruciating pain ;d

SO YEAH ! (Y) !
AWESOME !

THESE QUOTES ARE AWESOME LOL !

There is "lie" in believe,"over" in lover, "end" in friend, "us" in trust, "ex" in next, and "if" in life. -Tumblr

Dear Boy ,
Your penis is not like Pinocchio's nose, it doesn't get longer every time you lie . Sincerely , girl.

I personally like the second one , most. :D

2011-04-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

COME ON , FELLOWS.
YOU ARE DEFINITELY GONNA LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. ;D

PMS ?

2011-04-03T12:41:00.003+08:00

Oh my my.
I planned for basketball today !
And yeah , only 5 didn't turn up ;o
JJL , Alex , Calvin , Kenneth and Jeans.
Nooooo :(
But anyway , 11 turned up , good enough of a response. ;o

Hopefully next time there would be more though.
And heyyyyy , i'm a good planner ! XD
Unlike that ch lah !
His 'plan' is actually , asking six or seven people only ? -.-
-Faints-
I'm too good , yeah !

But you know , i'm so lazy to run around especially in the mornings.
Gah , reminds me of morning run.
Anw , you know what's so upsetting ?

It's so dumb.
When one is so lively enough to hype up everyone and tries his best to make it an enjoyable one.
Then one idiot just had to splash cold water.
It's plain stupidity -_-
Seriously.

It's like throwing a tantrum for that i'm like not playing properly or whatever ? =_=
That's idiotic.
And he has to go showing off his anger by kicking the bottle so hard ? -.-

I don't understand what people are thinking.
And when they win , they go "yeah ! we won !"
When a few moments ago , when the match was getting intense.
"EH DON'T TALK LEH."
Wow ? ;o

And after that , "Oh yeah we won !"
And if lose ?
A silent tantrum.
Sit down there and stare at the burdens, ;o
Lmao.
PMS indeed , *shakes head*

Well , i'm NEVER going to vote for PAP anymore.
Wanna know what epic stuffs had happened to my brother ?
Yeah , he won the World Skills for Mechatronics tournament.
He came in first , champion and making it a first for Temasek Polytechnic.

And guess what ?
He just HAVE to get silver for NAPFA.
Else he would be enlisting for NS earlier than expected.
Making his trip , to represent Singapore in London , a wasted one.
His efforts went down the drain.

He went to find the committee of something.
The staffs there , obviously belittling this matter and passing it off as a joke.
Eh ?
"Why should you come to see the Minister over something so trivial ?"
Trivial ?

And those staffs from ITE SURPRISINGLY ACTED THE SAME WAY AS THOSE STAFFS.
Awesome.
And those ITE staffs even said
"It has always been Nan Yang Polytechnic representing Singapore. Can we even trust TP's skills , being up to the standard ? Who knows , they could even drag us down."

This incurred my wrath when my brother told me.
What's wrong with you ?
Just too jealous that you can NEVER stand a chance like this ?
Why ? Why is it WRONG to be finding the minister OVER SOMETHING LIKE THIS ?

This is TRIVIAL ?
Let's see.
A POTENTIAL to help Singapore gain fame throughout the world , IF he wins or even be in top 10.
That was destroyed by the 'need' to SERVE SINGAPORE.
Which is MORE IMPORTANT ?

idk , a ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME chance or a guaranteed chance of serving country ?
Let's see , if i were to be put in shoes of a minister.
Obviously i would favor that potential of rising SINGAPORE to fame , no ?
And of course , serving his time is a must.
That CAN WAIT , no ?

Why ? It's WRONG TO EVEN "WANT" TO HELP SINGAPORE RISE TO FAME ?
What is wrong ?
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THIS COUNTRY ?
I never knew , something so treacherous could happen in SINGAPORE , under the leadership of PAP's.

You have just destroyed his future with your own hands.
How do you feel ?
Nonchalant ?
It's about time , someone should step up AND MAKE A STAND.

I am going to better myself , and refine myself to an extent.
Whereby i would be able to challenge politicians of PAP to a debate.
Just you wait , PAP.
Trivial ? A once-in-a-lifetime chance , trivial ?

Yeah , it's trivial when you have to handle thousand of such cases.
But the magnitude of one such case , is life-changing enough to discern him from earning reputation for himself , and to be a normal person for the rest of his life.
And to those staffs , *points at YOU ALL*.
IF , i am in my brother's shoes.
I won't be afraid of finding a possibility of injustice.
And if there IS a possibility of injustice.

No doubt , i would MOST DEFINITELY uphold JUSTICE.
Now i have just added another thing to
"Teeny and weeny stuffs that is going to make me leave Singapore and go to other countries with better prospects."
Oh another thing , if it ever reaches 100 stuffs.
I'm going to bid farewell to Singapore. :)

2011-04-03T12:39:00.001+08:00

THIS OUGHT TO BE THE BEST THING EVER ! LOL !

It's 7 am and i go back to sleep.

This is the truth.

2011-04-01T23:51:00.007+08:00

My head spins
My hand trembles
It's hard to breathe

I don't wanna type anymore.
This is why i like tumblr.
Pictures tell a thousand tales. ;o
Alright , maybe a few words then !

I'm not that interesting.
I'm not that special as i portray myself to others as how i should be.
I'm not that ... patient.

I am paranoid when it comes to you.
I am nervous when i'm near you.
I can't find the right words to say because i couldn't even think right.
You are endeared to me.

P.S , i never emo. Getting upset and regretful is different from feeling that puny 'emo'. Don't group me together with that.

I'm not special , neither am i outstanding.
I may be an attention-seeker.
But you were the sole reason i became one.
I seek only you and your attention.

I have no confidence.
I have no patience.
It's excruciating to know when you were together with him.
I'm very concerned when it comes to you.

I wanna know everything firsthand.
I wanna be the one to know you the best.
I wanna know your temperament so i can adapt to it.
I wanna tell you some things that i have never told others.
I wanna marry you.
I wanna see you everyday.
I wanna go out with you.
I wanna go to the Flyer with you.
I wanna watch the sunset with you.

~~I wanna ... see your smile alway.~~

And all these reasons , are probably why i hate myself to the core.
This is unrequited.
I want to get out of your life.
But i'm really sorry , i really can't do it.
I don't know what i should do.
I never know what i should do.

~~I just wanna be with you.~~

2011-03-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

It has been another usual day.
Gahhhh ...
Let me have something fun to mess around with , please ?

GOSH !
It's so BORING ! D:
Well anyway , it's april fools' day tomorrow.
And i definitely have something to share with you guys.
Check it out below.

A hero , dad runs marathon with his son.
Emotional , sensational and it touches your heart certainly. :)

I LAUGHED , SO BAD.
BRITNEY'S CUT-OFF SCENE IN JACKASS 3. LOLLLLLL.

Toilet !!

k s.

Lucid dream.

Hmm ...

GRRRRRR

A movie.

YOU'RE CUTE !

Dystopia

/embarrassed

VOILA

Who's back ?

Why is this happening to me again

Marathon

Change.

*cough*

Like a love song , baby !

I am fated to do this because i'm a genius.

Undying.

MATHSSSSS !

Ewwww !

Ten things you will never know about me :D

Oopsie Daisie

Long time no see ! :D

MASTERPIECE !

Oh hai ! ;d

Fattieeeeee BOM BOM !

Happy 46th National Day

Unrequited

Swirling

Sigh.

Fallen

ENFP

Steins;Gate

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

Primary 4. The most eventful of my life.

XD

Why ?

Yawns

... ...

The future presidential candidate !

SIGH.

Sweet !

Zzz.

Call me the chameleon , Charmander !

Weirdddd !

Hello world

Back !

WALAO !

Oh my god.

6 days more.

Space-time continuum

TIME !

Run bah ! MY CHILD !

Hapa Vagiday !

Eenie Meenie

Teehee !

Awesome !

Smile !

Brrr !

YES !

Gah.

Foggy

I'm so sorry !

Xiong Mao ! PANDA !

Patrick the Starfish !

Vixen ?

Morning ! :D

Computer Programming

Randommmmm.

Books !

Yo !

Time flies

OMG!

At long last !

Think it over thoroughly.

Yawesome

OH YEAHHHH ~~

MEANINGFUL !

Ha , ha , ha.

Knowing girls for Dummies

cough